Sometimes i really wonder, how long should i stay regret and hate my past. I told this friend of mine that i really wanna make a big change out of it cause it seems he's facing the same thing too.

I dont wanna stay alive and kept on saying to my friends i hate my past. Well, who doesn't. All i wanted now is to stay alive and run out there for my dreams.

Okay now, how should i say ? Am i supposed to stay happy or sad ?

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