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Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 6:33 PM
welloh . today was suchhhhhaaaa blastttttt ! :D heh , there are some good things happened , today . whooo ~ nyeheheheheh . okay , gonna be buseeyyy buseeyy . tmrw , family outing . (: i had fun today and tmrw , hopefully . awwwwwwwwww , *wink* gonna upload pictures later2 on , not gonna online often . heh . gosh , i miss him . (:
this is making me much more sick ! im thinking of that guy all day long . worried cos of idk why . im missing him like ive never miss anyone before . all i need now , is only him and i cant cos , hes not with me . thats again , so sad .
niwre .
Quizzez from Bby's Blog . (:
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 7:36 PM
1.Are you single or attached? single .
2.How old are you? 13+
3.Do you have a person you are in love with? erm , should i say , yes or idk ? haha . LOL .
4.What is the name of the person you are in love? erm , cannot tell uh , secret .
5.If the person you love and your mother dropped into the sea, who will you save? mother ! durh ~ BOTH CAN ? I dont wanna lose anyone I love .
6.Have you ever hugged someone before? Yes
7.Do you love your parents? ya
8.Will you hug the one you loved? yes
9.Are you willing to do anything for your boyfriend/girlfriend? see first..
10.Are you jealous now? erm , yes no , no yes , idk .
11.Who is the last person who message you, what is the message? erm , im not sure ? cos i deleted every msg in inbox just now . haha . too late !
12.Who is your clique? someone , somewhere ?
13.Do you want a baby in future? i think about tmr but future i dont know. (:
14.Do you prefer Mac, KFC, Long John Silver, Burger King or coffee shop? Mac , LJS , BK .
15.Are you skinny or fat? FAT ! im getting fatter ! damn .
16.Do you smoke? GOSH ! NO WAYYYYYYYYYYYYY !
17.If your boyfriend/girlfriend is a two-timer, what will you do? just let it be . leave him .
18.If you found out you have a disease, what will you do? cure it .
19.Which cca are you in now? NCDCC !
20.If you are rich, what will you do? spend & donate .
21.If the one you are in love held your hand, what will you do? just keeep quite and smile . haha . dont have to held their hand cos they are holding onto my hands . (:
22.If the one you love rejected you, what will you do? erm , emotional abit . abit only but nevermind , i dont mind . its up to them what ?
23.What is you favourite cartoon character? Pooh & Eeyore . My babies . (:
24.What is you personality? Erm , maybe its better if you ask my twin , she might know better than I do .
25.Friendship or Love ? Both , please .
26.Cookie monster or elmo? Both please .
27.What is your horoscope? Taurus babeyh !
28.When is your birthday? 18 May ! 20 more days ! (:
29. Who is your idol? Danial Ashriq , RP , Didicazli , Aliff A , Dr GT , anymore ? gosh , i forgotten .
30.Who you wish to marry to? haha , ive got no idea , a guy please .(:
31.Do you like lollipop? Oh , yes . [ lolololololo lollipop ] (;
32.Do you own a diary ? Yes I do .
33.Who are you scared of? Erm , someTHING ? lol .
34.Who is your first crush? Erm .. I cant remember , but maybe Mr F , S , A ? haha . LOL . IDK !
35.If your face is destroyed, are you still happy? Destroyed ? haha . A BIG NO !
36.Happy, stress, lonely or moody? now , lonely , stress yet happy . can ?
37.What is the BIGGEST thing you afraid of? losing my loved ones . oh nooo .
38.If you are going to die, who will you think first? My family , ask for forgiveness and hoping that everyone i loved wld let me go peacefully .
39.If you are kidnapped, who will you call first to rescue you? Police or what should i say ? My herooo ! (;
40.Who you think you are? Ahmad Salleh's Last Daughter .
41.Which do you prefer, bee or mosquito? Erm , beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
42.Are you scared of insects? OH YES YES . I REALLY DO . xD
43.If you saw ghost, what will you do? erm , pray or marathon (?) !
44.There is a admire of yours and he won't die heart, what will you do? hmm , talk and explaen to him one by one and HOPEFULLY he can just leave me alone . (:
45.If your clique quarrel, what will you do? its either i helped out or i just ignore cos its none of my bussiness . (:
46.If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she want to break, what will you do? breakkkk ahhhhhh , if thats what he wanted , cannot be force . [ sound sad ]
47.Do you love soft toys? YES MANZSX !
48.Do you think you are gay/lesbian? erm , gay uh ! -.-'
49.Have you ever entered the boy/girl's toilet? erm , no yes ? i cant remember a thing !
50.Who do you wish to be talking to you now? my childhood friend . (;
51.Are you bored now? oh , kindda .
52.Are you blur? yes, always.
53.If you can have you hair dyed, what colour will you dye? brunette . please .
54.Do you wear specs? yes.
55.What is your colour of shirt now? pink .
56.What brand of school bag you use? erm , i never check . lol .
57. Have you bathed? yes manzsx !
58.How many people are there in your family? erm , 5+2=7 . but now , left 7 , brother stay somewhere else , my irritating cousin sister replace him . -.-'
59.What is your full name? Nurul Ashikin Ahmad Salleh .
60.Lock yourself in the room, or use a penknife to cut yourself? lock myself in the room.
61.How much of % do you give the boy/girl you are in love? hmm , possibilities , 99.9% uh . (:
62.Do you misses your ex? erm , yah , maybe ?
63.Are you scared of losing your precious things? yes ! ):
64.What is the blog url of the person you are in loved? im not sure , maybe he doesnt have a blog ? lol .
65.Do you hate him/her? haha . NO . (:
66.Do you wish your mother was hugging you now? erm , for what ? its kindda awkward isnt it ? lol . but can , i dont mind .
67.Are you sitting or standing now? Sitting
68.Have you eaten? haha , yeah , i just ate my victim [ice] and chocolate .
69.How many person you blocked in your msn? i dont know. i dont think i blocked anyone .
70.If your idol come to the country you live in, what will you do? OH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANNA MEEEEETTT HIIIMMMM PLEAAASEEEEE ! stay with him , chit chat for the whole night ! get to knw him well . (:
71.If you get to shake hand with your idol, what will you do? shake hand only ? HUG UH SIAAAK ! (;
72.Do you have a pet last time or now? last time + now . (:
73.Who is the last person you chatted in MSN? khai & kira ?
74.How many people got beaten by you before? 0987654321 .
75.If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what will you do? let him go , let him lead his own life . as long as he's happy , ill be happy for him.
76.You won a car, what will you do? gave it to my brother . he knows how to drive , kay , maybe i can give it a try but if i knock someone , im sorry , im still underaged , idk how to drive . (:
77.If your boyfriend/girlfriend cannot live more than a week, what will you do? stay with him till he's gone . please . make him happy being with him and make sure , i can let him go and he let me lead my own life after he's gone . that sound soooo sad . ):
78.If you fall down, will you stand up by your own or ask someone to help you up? stand up on my own.
79.How many TV(s) you have? 3 but only 2 is used .
80.If this is your first date, what would you wear? erm , clothes ? lol . erm , something nice ? cos , first impression is important . (:
81.What is your e-mail address? nurul_ashikin95@yahoo.com.sg
82.Who do you think annoyed you the most? erm ..... ive got no idea ?
83.What school are in? Pioneer Secondary School.
84.Do you like your form teacher? oh , dont say , i love her , shes the best !
85.In school, who are you most scared of? erm , idk ?
86.Which instrument do you wish to have in your house? what kind of instrument ?
87.During weekends, what do you do? slack.. hang out , laptop-ing .
88.Do you prefer fever or flu? fever ! flu , make me more sick until fever . lol .
89.Do you prefer laptop or desktop? Laptop , durh ~ -.-'
90. What colour specs are you wearing? brownish-brown ? lol .
91.What fruits do you like most? cherrrry please !
92.What is your mobile phone number? erm , 9******6 .
93.Do you prefer iphone or normal mobile phone? both also can .
94.If your pants dropped at a crowed place, what will you do? pull it up ? haha . or just act like a clown so i wont be paiseh ! LOL . [ i wont be doing that ! silly me ! ]
95.Are you scared of chilli? erm , no .
96.Are you wearing any accessories now? nope .
97.Do you like rainbow? oh , how much i love rainbow . make my life more colourful .
98.What subject you love most? english ?
99.If you were to present in front of the person you are in love with and the whole school, what will you do? do what im suppose to do and keep on smiling and just keep my nervous-ing to myself . LOL !
1oo.Which do you prefer cute/chio/handsome boys/girls? cute and handsome boys.
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1: Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed? - cheeks, duh.
2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning? - sleepy , dying , so sad .
3: Who was the last person you took a photo with? - erm ????
4: Would you consider yourself to be spoilt? - No !
5: Would you ever donate blood? - yes sure , if its a good thing . lol .
6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex? - I WISH , kay maybe i do ? yes , i do .
7: Do you want someone dead? - NO ! I LOVE THEM . [whoever it is]
8: What does your last text message say? - erm , i deleted all my msges just now . cant remember .
9: What are you thinking of right now? - my childhood friend . (:
10: Do you wish someone was with you right now? - Yes please , accompany me when im alone here .
11: What time did you go to sleep last night? - 11 pm plus . cant go to sleep , something was bothering me .
12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now? - idk , ask my sister . she bought it for me . (:
13: Is someone on your mind right now? - yes (:
14: Who was the last person to text you? - I CANT REMEMBER !
15: 10 people tagged to do this quiz: 1. Shafiqa 2. Nabila 3. NatyQa 4. Suhada 5. Kirawan 6. Ajmal 7. Sister Amira 8. Hazwan 9. Solihin 10. Ira
16: Who is 2 having a relationship with? - Nabila ? Oh , currently , TTM-ing with AZ . (:
17: Is 3 a male or a female? - NatyQa , female .
18: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing? - Oh , idk ? lol !
19: What is Number 1 studying about? - Sec 2 subject(s)
20: Is Number 4 single? - Suhada , im not sure . maybe attached ?
21: Say something about Number 2? - Nabila , A great gf ! (:
22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together? - woah ? lol .
23: Describe Number 9? - hes a good friend of mine .
24. What'll you do if 6 & 7 fight? - ask Nabila to solve it . LOL . xD
25: Do you like Number 8? - sometimes yes , sometimes no . he crap alot . -.-'
I had enough , let me go now . I wanna meet Erwin !
Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 5:40 PM
oh gosh , you got me flying solo . thank you , sorry & my last goodbye for you . i will be happy for you (: the sweetest honey , ever i tasted . (: no more turning back . im ready to go on now . dont ever stop me again . (: lastly , aku rindu Erwin ! when can i meet you again , childhood friend ku ? (;
boooooooooooom ! -.-'
Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 2:28 PM
okay yes , helloh ! actually , ive got nothing to share abt today cos today i dont think anything interesting gonna happen , my dat started booooosh . so yeah , hopefully it will end good . (: yesterday , was supposed to go to somewhere , this so called concert . sister ask me to join her , since there's nothing , so i did join her . met her at JE , then she said , like lazy to go and there i go . ' oh okay ' dotdotdot ... im fine lah actually cos i also no mood to go to a concert nowadays , since all my idol gone . -.-' okay , then , went to clementi , walk2 , drink2 . go home . how pathetic . lol . took 154 and half way , sis asked , wanna go to CG , its been a long time since i go there . how sad . it was damn the super the hot there . not even half way walk inside , then , go out ald . camwhore there with sister . haha . lol . yeah . it was fun . yes , it was ! come back home , thought wanna do some revision but it end up revision using the laptop ^^ . haha . lol . pictures ! (;
hah . damn , all this picture crap alot . theres alot more pictures but im lazy to upload them , so yeah . haha . (:
yeay , im happy today . LOL . good for me . thank you to the people that has cheered me up . thank you guys . erm , yeah ! today school was o-kay . damn , i fall in love with this cute song , currently my blog song . ' Dua Hati Menjadi Satu ' by Dafi feat Gita Gutawa , when can i duet with any guy with this song ? LOLOL . My wish . ;D After school , went home , shower and get changed to meet Nabila , Shafiqa & NatyQa to so called study . HAHA . Met Sha under her block and went to interchange , met Nabila & NatyQa there . Went off to JP1 and eat , drink , laugh ... haha . okay , random . Went to Popular after that , haha . We tricked Sha , i mean , Lala & me . Sha's 10 bucks dropped out from her wallet and Lala took it . Then we tricked her like , asked her , with only 2 bucks she wanna buy drink from starbuck then she so lost . haha . I was laughing silently . *so evil* She almost went back to Popular when Lala called her and give her back her money . & I WAS THE ONE WHO WAS BEING BLAMED ! siakkkk . haha . LALA ! damn . lol . After that , we bought donuts , SO CALLED donuts , its chewy one , from Chewy Junior ! - do buy it , damn its super nice . (: LOL . After that , went to the west park , the park with lots of bang-lahs . but during that time , not that much cos its around 2-3+ only . haha . It was me , Shafiqa and Lala's damn past time place (?) When Sha & A , Lala & R , Me & K . pandai lah , check dictionary eh . (: We camwhore , damn ! ALL MY FACE IN THOSE PICTURE SUCK ALOT ! (: crap siak pictures . haha . x) We did alot of stupid things there and i think , i cant remember what eventually happened but nevermind , you can predict it from the pictures aytes . hah . After that , went to lib , just studied around 30 mins ? so sad siak . haha . and im here , sharing stories . (: haha . okay , lol .
TAK TAWU MAKAN !
TAK TAWU MAKAN !
HAH ! Sha look like a MINAH but yeah , with the donut , what a turn off ?! HAHA .
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IM SWEATING in this pic !
Sha & me , went crazy , she was clapping idk why , i was hi-5 ing ? inaalillah .
HAHA . My palm , there is cream ! haha . lol .
When im climbing up this damn rubber thing which is hot , my foot and my hands are burning . damn . haha .
& this , Lala & Sha , jumping just to let me fall . =.=' & i was shouting . -.-'
OMG ! I LOOKED LIKE A ONE OF A KIND RETARD ! :D They called me ' SpiderWoman' ?!
LOOK AT THAT ! haha .
OMG ! IM GETTING FATTER . damnzsx !
HAHA !
OH YA ! i left my wallet at popular . thank god , i found it ! (:
After they failed to let me fall and i succeeded to climb up , they left me alone to go down . wth ? it was freaking hawt lah ! haha . the good thing . YEAY ! I LOVE MY DAMN HAIR ! HAIR GROW LONGER , LONGER ! haha . the bad thing . IM GETTING FATTER ! idk why , cos i didnt each that much this week , the whole week ! i ate 1 time in a day okay and this is the result . its not bcos im diet or what okay ! im just saving up money manzsx ! wthwth . -.-' thank you Alfi & Kira for the advance bdae wish . hee . (: okay . till here man .
thank you . mr _ for the videos , so sweet yet so -.-' cos some of the things written are wrong . (; heh .
okay yeay ! school was as usual . . . . . haiyoh . had hist test today and im still not sure whether im gonna pass , i didnt really study for that test cos i was irritated by the relief teacher . he was so noisy man , even the class , i was having headache siak . bdw . hah . nevermind but i THINK , i did okay for the test . haha . hopefully (: after school , went studying with Lala , Sha and Kirawan but Kira half way only cos he gotta go for the HEAT wtva2 thinggy . lol . hah . Went home around 430 . yeah . This days , i was hoping for something but I think , im not sure what is it . COMPLICATION ! lol ? nevermind .one more thing ! KAKI AKU SAKET !!!!!!!!!!!! till here babeyh . (:
its now that you dont need me at the moment ? jealousy is part of life (: ; Shekyn A !
one wish .
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ 7:53 PM
welloh !
yes , im back . not fully yet but im still trying here . (: * 1 clap * okay , nevermind . schoool was damn boring , as usual . didnt talk much in school . mooooodswiingg giler punyer . after school , went to Atiqah's (2s3) house . WATCH TWILIGHT MAN ! (: so hawt , so cute , so jealous . xD vampire vampire (; after watching MMV , chit chat with Barney and Atiqah . we were talking about our PAST love story . okay , it was fun ! (; my story was almost the same as Barney's . haha . okay . nevermind . hah ! went back alone , sorry twinneh , didnt go home with you . (: I went out from her house around 620 . haha . baek kan . mum nagg ald . hah . tkpe lah , sekali sekaler . lol . okay . haha . lol . till here blogg reader . (:
thats so sweet of you , guys . (: the K(s) . haha . (;
im losing myself , trying to compete with everything .
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 9:12 PM
helloh blog readers . (:
i guess , everything is over now . im again , moving on . again , it takes time for me to be my usual self . i promise , i will be again , posting , a happy , fun to read post . once im back to my ownself . okay people .
im losing myself .trying to compete .with everyone else .instead of just being me.i dont know where to turn.ive been stuck in this routine.i need to change my ways .instead of always being weak.i dont wanna be afraid.i wanna wake up feeling beautiful , tomorrow.and know that im okay.cause everyone's perfect in their usual ways.you see , i just wanna believe in me.
today , i felt so weak . i was wishing you were there . i again , gotta lied to myself . because i didnt meant what i said to you few days back . the only thing in my head was only about you . again , its gonna take time for me to forget you . whatever it is , illitsevoluoy .
let me go .
Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 6:41 PM
hello blog readers . sorry for not updating . kindda busy lately and also , lappy having somekind of problem now . life is o-kay . nothing to share about . hah . i will be back , when time is really welcoming me . anws , PREPAID AKU LOWWWW ! (: to my dearest survivors , im sorry . i gotta go on life , without you guys . i really cant make the right decision now . its really hard . go on with your precious life because i dont want to hurt your sincere heart . K-S-K , my best survivors . (:
K - as you know , you're my longest waiting hour survivor and the best survivor , ive told you the reasons why . (: S - once you read this , were the end . K - just a 'D' smile for you . (:
people , im moving on . please , give me some air to breathe .. people , 1 more month ! ;D 2 more days (:
; Shekyn A . I dont wanna be afraid . I wanna wake up feeling beautiful , everyday . And know that im okay . Cause everyone's perfect in their usual way . So you see , I just wanna believe in me . ;D
DOCTOR GT ! AKU SUKA KAMU ! (:
Wednesday, April 15, 2009 @ 4:34 PM
this is a story abt a a lady who looked like a tomboy , yet she is sweet and pretty and a guy who is a doctor . its a interesting love story . haha . (: i wont tell much . for me , the moral of the story is that , 'never believe that you cant get someone who is much more higher standard than you , when you believe , you can get them , KJTKM ! ' .In this story , the lady who looked like a tomboy , doesnt believe she could get a doctor , yet at the end , they are together and they are in love with each other . so yeah . (: & thats my doctor GT , the last part who hugged the lady . thats the couple . hah ! WATCH AYEE ! :D
okay ! school was okay . haiyerh . okay . im tired , im sleepy . bye !
; Shekyn A !
my heart wont let me , boy .
HAWTSTUFFFFFY !
Monday, April 13, 2009 @ 3:54 PM
AMEK UH BBY ! haha .
actually , aku ader lagi banyak , tapi gmbr dier distorted gyto loh ! nyehahah .
okay , sry . im so called challenging with bby , all about NORIFF DANIAL ASHRIQ !
DANNY PHANTOM , kiter share 'bakal mataer' siket . siket je . nyeheheheheh ~ :D
LOLLISM !
- i realised , too much Danny in my life now . heh !
muke tak perlu , muke tak perlu & muke tak perlu ! :D omg , i look so chubby in this pictures . oh no shikin ! thats bad !
OKAY ! HELLOH !
Im super hyper today ! :D yet , im not sure why . Since morning , reached school around 610 .
Get sitted down at the pink table , i cant remember what actually happen , but i was the only one laughing like nobody's bussiness & my day started good .
Had the NCDCC day parade (?) , yeah ! HAHA . and im not so sure why im so nervous . nyeheheh ~ (:
okay , lessons was as usual , boring ! geeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
not really many things happened today but actually for me so many things happened . okay nvrmnd . omg , im gone crazy , dude ! :D oh you silly girl .
after school went to gek poh and macdonald with Sha and NatyQa . Sit there , eat there , drink there . (: durh ~ !
Went home around 250 and camwhore with Sha ! OH GILER BDW . inaalillah .
hawthawtheat . okay never mind ! * smiling widely* till here then ! :D
ievoluoy people . nyehehehehh ~ !
JAI HO ! :D
You are the reason that I breathe,
You are the reason that I still believe,
You are my destiny.
Catch me , catch me , catch me , come and catch me .
oh my . am i just crazy or in love ? OH NO WAY !
untitled .
Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 5:35 PM
he look so like my fav cousin bro .
sebijik !
with his hair like that .
haiyah !
hawtstuff !
Memperkenalkan ,
Noriff Danial Ashriq !
okay . lol .
actually , i was chatting with bby . [ Naddy Phantom ]
her dp was this hawtstuff . so thought of posting up some hawt picture of him . lol .
i feel like going for a hols with cuzzins and fams .
*flashback-ing*
okay, nevermind.
hols was super dupeer boring !
stayed at home all the way , yesterday was supposed to meet MyMrV at his house but was cancelled.
nevermind lah . next time kay (:
okay . let me end here .
; Shekyn A !
- MMV . you're such a disappointment .
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