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Heartbreaks .
@ 10:40 PM
Fragile of heart, longing to weep I stare at the abyss, needing to sleep Tatter and torn, my heart begs to bleed Harden by your loss, I forbid to submit.
Wondering why it came to a sudden end I thought we were lovers, I thought we were best friends.
The seed of doubt, secrets and questionable behavior Did nothing to salvage what was once in favor Questions in abundance, answers in short supply, made for a heartfelt, gut-wrenching goodbye.
Your love still haunts me like a ghost from the past Wondering to myself why things never seem to last? Betrayal so deep, it scars your heart and soul… No explanations needed… that is what I was told.
Once we were lovers, once we were friends Once we were in love, so I thought to myself. No longer a part of my future, my dreams, or long-term fate. Just a distant memory of someone I thought was my ideal soul mate.
So be gone from my heart, my mind and my thoughts Time is all needed to heal and move forward No time for regrets, remorse or self pity Life goes on no matter how dreadful we are feeling.
Love love love .
Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 10:20 PM
Love story - Watch atleast 2 times to understand . Its freaking sweeeet , I swear !
A very busy week . 22nd & 23rd - School , Sec 1 Orientation & Sezairi's Banner & NCDCC Banner . 24th - Drag on to Sezairi's Banner . 25th - Concert . ;D 26th - Concert . ;D The rest of those days , NO GOING OUT , GET READY FOR SCHOOOOOOOOL . How come so fast ? My holiday doesnt look/sound like one . Damn it . Busy like hell . :D
Gw kangen sama itu anak . Cepat pulang aye . :D
First Time .
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ 9:26 PM
MUST WATCH ! So sweeeeeeeet !
I loike .
MMV hearts .
Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 1:05 PM
Ive been wanting this 3 songs to be the meaningful songs in my life . Yes , finally this song take place in my heart . Though this 3 songs are last years' songs but now then they are finally mean something in my life . Which means , it involves someone . MMV going Umrah this coming Sat .
Alhamdulillah :D
This 3 songs i meant is songs by My Mr Vampire , Didicazli ;
- Seribu Kenangan .
- Rela Setia .
- Dambaan .
Setia ku menyayangi , Tiada ku kesali .
Walau kian hanya berteman , Seribu kenangan .
Bagiku terlalu indah , Setiap detik bersama .
Rela akhirnya ku terluka , Dari ku hidup tanpa kenal cinta mu .
Relaku terus setia , Menyayangi mu , Menyintai mu walau berjauhan .
Kini baru ku sedari , Selama ini kau ku sayangi .
Andai bukan itu hakikatnya , Mengapa rindu yang ku rasa .
Mungkin tiada ku fahami , Tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi .
Beban rahsia kian membakar diri .
Kalimah cinta selongkar relung nan dicita .
Mungkinkah dibiar terdampar kasih tak kesampaian .
5 days didnt post a single word . Ohhhhhhh , im so lazy and super tired !
Ive been going to events and im like ........... ohmygod . Those events made me go f tired cause they were awesome . I swear .
4 things to share at one go .
081209 - Darul Ma'wa .
101209 - NCDCC and NPCC Outing ( Sec 2s ) .
121209 - Singapore Idol at JP2 & Taufik Batisah's show at The Verge .
081209 ;
Darul Ma'wa was awesome-age ! Didicazli (MMV) and Zaibaktian had a showcase over at Jamiyah Darul Ma'wa . Ohh , I hearts . There were also Hydir Idris , Wawan , Akmal , Romey Helven and more . I saw my primary school mate , Firman or My Baba . Oh , miss him much . And i so love Taufik/Taufiq Rahman's song , Aku Bukan Superhero . He's Ma'wa Idol . He recorded his song with MMV at Malaysia . Cool or what ? :D
Pictures will be uploaded at the end .
101209 ;
Not really all the Sec 2s went . Ruzaini ( Fangs ) , Rusydi ( V ) , Lala , Rara , Syaamil , Idris , Hazwan , Isaiah , Syawal , Faiz , Shahrul , Rejab . Okay , there should be 14 but there's only 13 on my list including me . I left another one person . Who uh ?
I must say this , I love that outing but things just got bad and of course , my day turned out to be bad too . Its always like that , isnt it ? The lovely part was at Vivo , I saw Batam Fast Ferry and i went gedheboosh , too much breakdowns and too much sadness shared . There's even a love sacrification ( is there any such words , if no , then thats my own word ) . I miss Tarmizi baby !
I can see that the craziness in Twinneh for Sezairi is soooooooo , omg ! Her craziness bring us to the Grand Finals baby ! The Twinnehs is going to Singapore Indoor Stadium on 27 Dec .
Heh , we're so gonna get crazy down there . Sezairi baby !
I went to The Verge Shopping Mall at Tekka to watch Taufik's performance . It was superb baby ! Swear . 1st song , All Because Of You . 2nd , Mr & Mrs Jones . 3rd , Make Your Body Go (MYBG) . All of those songs are just simply my favourite songs . The dance that for MYBG was awesome feat Breakforce Crew (BFC) , this dancers . They were so cool . I won myself a frosted glass . Thanks to sister who gave me the answer . :D
Never forgotten again ,
Happy Birthday to my Beloved Daddy .
Sadly , he was sicked but guess , he's quite happy that we celebrated his birthday .
Adding up on what happened today , 131209 ;
I went to 2 weddings today . One was my sister's friend , dont even know why I was following her , met up with Darul Ma'wa's childrens . OhMyGod . I saw someone ! Hehh .
Another one , at one of my favourite place , Japanese Garden ! Its so random that people had their wedding there but it was awesome ! The scenery was awesome , almost sunset . Super baby . And 1st wedding colour was Red and White . 2nd was Black and White . Hows that ?
Sadly , SOMEONE doesnt like Red , Black and White anymore . I still love it !
Just 2 days without you and ive gone crazy-er ! Have to wait for the next 5 days .
EIGHTEEN ! I want to wake up and know that you're back here !
On the 19th , you're going off again . Oh , I , Hate , You .
Alright , after a few days didnt blog and now im blogging sucha long post is so ...
Im gonna be tumblring soon , im so lazy to update my tumblr .
Toodles baby ! :D
The guy is just a bestfriend of my brother , damn he's a joker .
Hydir Idris .
Blade , Ive got no idea where he's from . But from Darul Ma'wa i wanted to take a shot with him but didnt get it . Idk maybe just coincidence or just fate that he parked his car infront of a coffee shop where i was sitting down . Its quite a distance from Darul Ma'wa and im like WOW .
I love but still hate today . Okay , I just like a portion of today . YA !
Rot at home today , damnnnnnnn . Chatting , Song-ings , Facebook-ing , Friendster-ing , Munching and only drink once the whole day . Great ? YES . not . They are sucha disappointment .
I love my dream but somehow still dislike it cause some parts of it was just super sad and heartache that I even cried , really cried in my sleep . When i woke up , i was crying .
I seriously miss my long lost childhood guy bestfriend , Erwin . The malay + mat saleh guy .
Met him once this year , was just so fated , was thinking abt him few days back before i met him . He was walking infront of my block with his friend , he went to gym i supposed ? He remember-ed my mum but not me , though he looked at me as if he knws me . Pathetic i know . He went to gym , so far when his house is at Bukit Batok , not sure for now .
I wanna be small again . I wanna meet Erwinnn !
Why am i telling all this , Oh , Im so pathetic !
I miss my past . I swear . I dont wanna go forward , I wanna go backward .
But ... life has to go on . Pathetic .
I wish that dream was reality .Kalau jodoh tak kemana .
SO YEAH , lemme share abt yesterday and today . :D
3rd ;
NEW MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON !
Watched New Moon with ShaSachek and younger sister , LalaSpade , RaraSatsat , Syaamil , Idris , NXN and Kaz . The Twinnehs were late as usual and so , they bought tickx first . They got 3rd row and Twinnehs got 1st row . We somehow 'quarreled' about those tickx , who want to sit where .
But whatever , we manage to work things out and we love those tricky tricks . I love the sitting position though because im the one who planned it . -.-' ^^
NEW MOON was AWESOME ! :D
Wanna watch it again , anyone ? :D
4th ;
What happened a year back ? ITS THE PAST .
So yeah , today had a baking session at Barney's hse . Met Barney around 1+ just now , bought some stuff , ingredients and off to her house . We did CUPCAKES ! :D
A very scary cuppycakes , i supposed . Barney asked for help on doing those cuppys because she's giving it to someone . So sweeet . All the best , man ! We did a good (not) job on those icing sugars . We put colours on those icing , 3 colours , Red , Blue and Green , it turned out too dark and its kindda scary to eat . Barney did it . ^^ The best part was the red colour icing . It looks more like blood .
VAMPIRE STUFF . :D
Really tired now . Cousin sister just came back from Japan , Japan right ? Ya .
Left sister and myself at home , damnnnnnnnnnn boring .
So , on Sunday , meeting MMV ! YEAYYYYYYY ! *applause*
Thats why I love number 2 . Today was sucha great day , isnt it ?
In the afternoon , spent time with LX . Nothing much but it was meaningFULL .
We were given second chance . We were given a opportunity to renew our past although its just for a day . We had a great time , didnt we ? I really didnt expect today , the things that happened today will ever exist in my life . I really appreciate every single moment that happened today .
Hopefully future brings the best , for us or what should i say , for you and me . :D
He said he hates me . Okay , i hate you too . ;D
SEZAIRI , TABITHA & SYLVIA IN ! IM FREAKING HAPPPY LAH SEHHHH .
Happy 1st Monthsarry to Zaf & Joe , today . 021109 .
Happy 1st Monthsarry to Awan & Ira , tomorrow . 031109 .
On the 4th , Lala and Isaiah's . :D 040_09 . Hehh ^^
~ Last long , Stay happy and Best wishes okayyyy My Dear Dearest Gerek Friendszx !
NanaKaysiow and CycynKecykStar , SINGLE LADIES ah eh . ^_^
Im still thinking , when will i get attach ? choy .
TOODLES ~
Rewind .
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 @ 8:49 PM
November just ended yesterday and today is already December .
And so , my November love story ended too , December love story start anew .
At the end of the story , its a incomplete story , not sure if its gonna continue .
I woke up today , felt something new coming right on my way . Didnt know im rewinding back to my past . Maybe it start anew , maybe the bad turns out to good .
Repair the Past , Redo the Present , Realise the Future .
Sucha meaningful phrase from Twinneh ^^ .
Oh , my cough and cold are getting worse . Damn .
Twinneh , you knew it . Hopefully tomorrow's outing gonna be fine . Wish me luck Twinneh .
Toodles ~ :D
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A lady who will go crazy over something thats related to vampires or fangs .
18 May 95 .
Weird . Crazy . Sarcastic .