Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 8:08 PM
hello .
hais . this week was like . . . been so bad .
& its enough kay .
classmates , friends & bf . enough kay .
study kae la .
hais . hafeez why just cant u understand ? im not ready kay to open webcam-ing with u .
& this is the way u want , the way u treat me . okae la fine . hais .
so sorry ive been rejecting . but im just not ready ! understoood !??!
so sorry . hais .
why ?
why ?
why ?
please understand . if u just cum to my life , to play around.
just stop it . just say the word ' end ' . enough .
dun make it more worst . pls .
hais . although he might not be reading but this is wat i wanted .
u havent / never convince me that u truly love me .
wats this ? hais . pls .
off peeps .
cycyn
was like WTH .
@ 6:08 PM
hello people (:
today was like .
ergh!!
kay . class was wth la kan .
i shout here & there like org giler .
ergh .
den just cant take it , almost gving up . but patient in me is very strong .
lol . [ like real onli ] .
kay . den i became more pressured & stress .
my eyes getting wet & wetter .
after dat , shafiq was saying . ' i knw u wanna cry . '
den i just cant take it . go toilet wash face . den cdah , natyqa & lisa came inside .
they were like saying ' im a good class chairperson , u did great but onli the guys are so stubborn , dont wanna hear wat u say . ' den they keep saying this & that as tears go on wetting my cheeks .
den they say to relax . they say mr kang cum oredy .
den i go bck to class , class was like staring/looking at me as if sumting bad really happened to me . lol .
i knw , 1s4 guys & gals have kind heart , nice & caring . more ~~~
kay . den ms kang asked me to sit at solihin's sit . i move & the class was like so silent.
den it was kindda all the way silent . mcm 'malaikat berlalu' .
kay den . ppl was like asking me ' shikin , r u ok ?'
den i say ' yaya . im fine .' , i guess la huhh .
kay . den after dat , they were still noisy but wen i say to sit down ,
they were like asking me fer permission to go here & there .
okae . im fine . den CE lesson , after dat go library . so bored ! ergh ! damn !
kay . today science lesson was fun . i guess . lol . was interesting la kan . (:
tmrw got literature test . omg . i hate kay ? (:
bubbye peeps (: .
cycyn(:
Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 6:46 PM
heyho ppl .
gooooood eveningg !
today was like BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
kaykay .
den den den .
today jia wen cannot stayBAK , lol , to finish up our project . wth .
but nehmindddd !
i can do on my own . (:
lolling.
kay . today alek skola , me & sha was like . BOOOOOOOOOM!
hahaa . understoond ?
gilleeer la babe !
haha .
khanTU was like making this noise which means , shafiqa's noise when she 'accccuuuuum!'
ergh ? wats dat ? lolling (:
hahahha !!! kayykayy .
the sound was like pig wants to acccuuuummmm !
kaykay . i wanna do my hmwk . bubbye !
CYCYN(:
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 6:07 PM
heyho people (:
boredom.
today was like superb sleepy damning shit day !
in the morning . was like panic cause tk bwk HE nyer materials . damn la .
tpi naseb la my teacher is absent . PHEWWW !
naseb oh naseb . (:
haha ! den maths & science lesson was like bored la .
kaykay . i love english lesson baby !
after recess one of classmate said , go & take the healthbooklet frm possiblity centre la kan .
den i go like blurr2 with aida & natyqa .
after that , go take this . that . this . that .
den the nurse asked us to go ask 4s5 to go down & have healthcheckup la kan .
beh panggel budak2 nie frm 2v6(: , 2v8((: , den pape2 la .
hahahahaha ! kaykay .
den was like paisey la kan masok 2v6 .
si aida plak nk aje masok 2v8 , ader MR HAZEEQ kan . [ tkpe aida aku ingt ! lol x) ]
da gytoo . kay la tkpe . HAWTNESSKU LA SIOL si mr hazeeq.
kay la . haha ! den .... wat uh ? [ stm ]
lalalala ! haha ! kay . shikin tgh saket song sod sket . (; [ it rhymes ] - spelling error ?
kay . den da alek . stayBAK - nazrulshahrin's word . lolling(:
ader sum project la kan . kay2 . den wtva gytoo . tros alek mabok2 .
today shikin is sick . sick bcoz of many ppl . ergh ! damn it !
danial . hafeez . - sicknessku !
kaykay .
cycyn . sickness (:
haishx .
Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 7:40 PM
hye people .
before i write anything . just telling that im posting this bcoz now im feeling down .
haishx . did i made anyone sad ? upset ? cried ? hurt ? heartbroken ? .
i guess i did . danial . akmal . hafeez ? . dinie .
this four guys . im so sorry . i didnt meant all that kay .
i just hve to make the rite choice .
to danial . im so sorry . i just dunnoe wat to say but den . . pls dun leave the werl .
ppl still love u . ur family , ur frens . im here telling ppl as a fren . & i love u as a fren .
to akmal . dinie .
im just so sorry that i cant accept u guys . its just this . not bcoz u guys dun hve wat i wanted .
its all FATE .
im so sorry . this is abt feelings . haishx .
ppl just dun understand my way , my feelings yeah .
kay la . just gve up ! haishx .
to hafeez .
idk wat to say . haix . damn it !
@ 6:20 PM
heyho people . (:
boredom today !
the day start sucky man ! ergh .
anw , today go to skewl with shafiqa .
im late . sorry sha . didnt meant it .
traffic jam . lol . haha .
den , was hoping hafeez to msg me but he surely wont & its true .
after skewl . no msg . accept fer msges frm sha's mum . (:
haha . kay den .
in skewl so bored . ferst period english . okay ! need to do newspaper review in a group .
& need to arrange tables & chairs into 6 groups . sial la . hate it .
ergh . class was noisy . kay den having PE . cannot play PE . (:
den , recess , after recess was having health checkup .
kay den . having fun with them talking this & that . abt pregnancy .
haha. kay den .
after dat . cdah was sad . bcoz of something la eh .
she almost cried . or maybe she did . okae nehmind .
kay . after skewl have maths remedial .
boredom . almost asleep sial !
haha !
kay den . after dat .
I saw mr el-hazeeq .
haha . he is playing with the table soccer game with upper sec guys .
haha . so cute la siol ! haha !
kay . den , me , cdah & sha go gek poh .
& cam - whoring . - spelling error ?
lol . ahah .
cdah is upset cause akmal rejected her bcoz akmal love me . haiya .
COMPLICATED sia . pity her la . she almost killed herself . i guess .
more la eh . malas nk citer panjang2 . lol .
kay la . till here . bubbye (:
cycyn(:
Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 7:41 PM
hello people !
good eveningg ! (:
just now go out wif jia wen & do research on natures - project work .
no la . me & jia wen was suppose to get the brochures . - spelling error ? lol .
haha . anw , syafiq & kelly was suppose to follow . den dey both jantans hilang ?
i shud met jia wen at 1 . but it was delay till 1.30 . lol .
sorry jia wen . im finding my wallet la siol .
wallet kuuu hilanggg ! :(
den i told my sisters . kak las was like . ' tanyer mak la ' .
both my sis was like ignoring la . like wtva .
tgh shok makeup . kak las nk gy work . kak tutty goin to kenduri .
kayykayy . && my mum was out . go to jemputan with my father .
den i called my father . i asked him ' is mum with u ?'
he said not yet . ii was like ..
'im late oredy . now my wallet is lost . nk pakai aperh ?!!'
den okae lorr . i wait & called jia wen . but she never pick up d phone call .
after dat . my sis was like ' ya , i have an extra ezlink ' .
den i was like 'pheww . why dont u tell me earlier . im late oredy la! '
kaee kaee .
after dat jia wen called me . asking where am ii .
i said otw . lied to her . still at home . x)
sorry again (: .
haha ! shikin bastard siak ! lollism .
haha !!!
kayykayy . bck to d story .
da in a rush . kuar cpt2 . naek bus .
den tap ezlink card . den NO CREDIT !
left 28cents ? && can ask me to top up . wth !
haha . my sis said ader $30++ .
i was okae . safe .
den i was like . 'eh org da lmbt . ezlink buat hal . aperh la naseb aku !'
huahuahua . thts why i alwez wish myself allthebest . lol . kaekae .
after dat . go bck hme . msk uma .
i shouted ' KAK TUTTYY !!! ezlink no credit '
den she say . ' huh ? oh maybe i take the wrong one . '
den she go & chk . yes she did take the wrong ezlink . on d wrong pouch .
i was .. ' errgghh kayy nehmindd ' .
she gave me the other ezlink & rush .
walk walk walk until jp .
meet jia wen bside the shop den i saw she was with her parents .
i was like . ' ohhohh ' . haha !
den dey are like so peramah saying 'hello' .
i say hello bck . den i say to them ' sorry to keep u waiting .'
den den den . after dat . walk off take 174 .
our journey was to go to tanglin road there . at glenegals hospital - spelling error again ?
haha !
kay . den finding the visitor tower to get all the brochures . ii was like WTHF wen looking at the door .
its written as CLOSED !
after a long journey . ini balasan yg kaw kasi pade aku . LOLLING (: .
hahahahaa !
den go find the botanic garden near there .
go u-turn den go botanic garden .. wanna take d brochure rite .
find the counter , dun hve counter . gave up . go call my sister .
'eh , pp8 guwa mau abis nie. cepetan dong! '
hahaha ! den go to lucky plaza walk walk walk .
finding the uniquely sgp building , the visitor building ler . the brochures all have there .
den at last found it . LIKE AMAZING RACE siakkkk !
lollism .
haha !
was like serious uh .
for 5 hours just to find the visitors place . & get the brochures .
dat 5 hours i can go sleep , eat . play game . chat . update blogs . all la siol !
haha , kaekae . shikin is starting to complaen. lol.
kayykayy , mls la nk bobal . lapar sak tadi . nk mkn mac . tpi .
malas nk beli mkn . dh alek sudah kan . (:
kay .
bye . ((:
@ 10:30 AM
hello people .
gooood morninngg ! (:
hey ya . haha .
the person involved .
1-dini . 2-akmal . 3-sidah . 4-me .
the thing is now why i dont choose 1 or 2 . or wt wt wt .
its bcoz of 3 . nononno .
kaykay .
the 3 love 2 . so im trying to bck off cause 4 & 3 are close fren .
1 & 2 also close fren ? i guess . they are frens .
so i never choose 1 & 2 its bcoz of maybe can cause FIGHTING . QUARRELING among frens.
thats why .
like later if i choose 1 . 2 will fight or jealous or no more frending each other ? or wt wt wt .
den if i choose 2 . 1 will fight , jealous or wt wt wt . & another thing abt 2 is that 3 love him .
3 ask him , but 2 just cant accept it . understood ?
ITS COMPLICATED !!
the guy has another gerl oredy . haha .
iwishuallthebest laaa eh . (:
Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 10:07 PM
HELLO !
hafeez oh hafeez .
u knw wat ? he just lovee to make me 'jealous' . jealousy struck !
haha . its kindda irritating but its just cute . [ ya right ! ]
hurt me alot sia ! haha !
hafeez verie notty boi ! he is laa . lol .
anw,felt much much better that i can communicate with him bck . (:
it was like normal . as if nothing had happen b4 .
lol .
my problem is how will i explaen to dat guy abt d thinggy ?
another one is how is he ? i knw he is hurt . but i still need to go on my life without him .
danial . haiya.
hard lerr .
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tomorrow goin to do sum research fer PW .
&& im d only one malay gurl there ?
all chinese . wth ?
ergh .
i hate it !
kae la .
gtg . bye !
cycyn(:
@ 5:55 PM
hello people . once again back to opening a new blog.
anw, its been a long time since i last blogged.
today was fine.but WTHFF !
i was ergh ? forcing me to open webcam. aku pemalu la siol.
lolling(:
anw, feeling down today.
did i hurt anyone today. i guess i did.
doesnt meant to hurt them but they still need the truth.
am i rite ? so confused.
3 guys . omg .
haiya.
end for today.
wanna start doing project work again. ergh!
dumbass!
cycyn(: