Like Amnesia.
Thursday, December 30, 2010 @ 11:04 PM
Oh yeah. My previous post was real evil, i know. But now, i'm feeling better. New year is like 24 more hours, i just wanna say to that person im referring to on my last post, just lead your life on your own, you dont need me at all. Yes, i used to come from your past, let me be your past. I'm gonna be good. Everytime someone ask me, on 31st wanna go out or something, i'll be asking them, "what event will be held ?", they will say, "countdown lah!" and im like, " oh ya " . I forgotten all about countdown, im so busy thinking abt other stuffs that has been bothering me, i forgotten 2011 is just nearby. Since that night, i've been so bimbo. Everything i do seems wrong, so frustrating. I lost my way. I dont know what im supposed to do, with who. How pathetic.
Oh well, i need time. Alot of time to recover. Gotta do some paper work.
Whats my new resolution ?
You know what ? SP talking.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010 @ 9:10 PM
My body and mind is full of hatred and revenge for someone. Oh, im so bad, only for one person who might destroy my future.
Hey Mr, if you think you're satisfied of what happened, i'll tell you, karma will hit you back. I'm sure you believe deeply in karma yeah ? Be happy kay because you screwed up your own life. Hell yeah, what a liar, you told me you've change ? OH YES, you did change for the worse i guess. You asked for my help to guide you in everything after you lost your way in this world , i must say too bad huh ? Now i must agree with you why girls doesn't wanna come around you no more, because you're just a J.
You know what ? If one day im gonna headbang or become crazy and got amnesia, i'm gonna blame you for putting me into serious trauma condition.
I feel like puking every single time i flashback over what happened. If there's only one person i would kill in this world is you for putting me in the most dangerous situation. You're satisfied now ? I tell you, you're suffer later okay ? Hah. You shouldn't have come back into my life yknow. You're wasting my time. Anyway, its true what you said, i regret knowing you, liking you, loving you. But i'll never regret for hating you.
My Biggest Regret. Trust me.
You'll stay the way you are if you don't change yourself.
Saturday, December 25, 2010 @ 8:27 PM
Dear Past, can you rewind ?
BANG.
Monday, December 20, 2010 @ 1:12 PM
" Make Your Move, Before I'm Gone. Because People Change & Hearts Move On. "
Sometimes i really wonder, how long should i stay regret and hate my past. I told this friend of mine that i really wanna make a big change out of it cause it seems he's facing the same thing too.
I dont wanna stay alive and kept on saying to my friends i hate my past. Well, who doesn't. All i wanted now is to stay alive and run out there for my dreams.
Okay now, how should i say ? Am i supposed to stay happy or sad ?
Refer back to www.wakingup-reality.tumblr.com
Tuesday, December 14, 2010 @ 7:52 PM
He comes from a family of artist. I'm surprised. I'm shocked. What am i supposed to do ? I'm lost.
Sunday, December 5, 2010 @ 5:08 PM
Yeah, its 5 December. 5 days had passed. On 3rd of December, i've got my new born niece ! The feeling was awesome, its been years since i hold on to a baby. Yeah, i'm happy to have her around. Life isn't that great. Its normal. Its so sour. I don't like. Get me someone to chat the whole day, i'll love the person.