Pangel. Dangel.
7 Months of going through sweetness and bitterness. Tragic. Today, i realized i was wrong about something. Maybe i was right, only that, it was better. I didn't expect this to happen but it did.
This someone who tried so hard to be there for me. He's really nice. He showered love constantly.
There's also this someone who existed first before this guy i called P.angel. The guy that existed is also purely nice, but things do happened that made our friendship went haywire. P.angel, the one who tries hard. The one who is always patient with my attitude. I appreciate his presence in my life. He tried so hard to be good. The sweet one.
I thought the other guy was the one who could be the one who really sticks but I was wrong, P.angel is the one who really sticks throughout. Ending a bad friendship with him was good. But abandoning our feelings isn't good. Once in love with P.angel but we both were simply OS, over-sensitive about each other. Thats the bad thing about us. So we ended. Today, we reminisce our past. Totally touches my heart, i must say. I do missed the old times. But we can't go on this way.
This are the few songs that tells the storyline of our story.
Jangan Nakal (Alif)
- I once told him that if he sings me this song, I'll love it. This song became our main song in this friendship.
Angel (Shaggy)
- The sweet song that he tributes to me. Darling angel is what he called me, from this song because he said i'm like the meaning of the song. Till today, Dangel still sticks.
Key To My Heart (Jessica Jarrel)
- When i fell for him, this is the song that i tribute to him. It was sweet but painful.
6 Months (Hey Monday)
- A song that i tribute to him when im feeling that im clapping with one hand. I hopes he feels me.
Things get much more complicated after that, we quarreled, we misunderstood.
Mad (Neyo)
- Things went haywire, this song is for us. We cant find the reasons why are we like this.
Lonely September (Plain White T's)
- Sweets. We didn't mean to fall in love, but we did.
Just for us.
Missing You( The Saturdays)
- Tribute for him. Listen to it okay (:
There's certain part that is not true. So yeah.
After all this realization, i must say that, he's the one who has been there. I can see his efforts till today. He tried so hard to do something great to convince me. I appreciate it so much. Where are we heading next, Pangel ? We'll see. ^^