I don't wanna be good nor bad.
I don't wanna be fair or unfair.
I don't wanna be heaven or hell.
I don't wanna be evil.
I don't wanna be 'imprisonment'.
I don't want things to haunt me down.
I don't wanna cry all night long.
I don't wanna keep hanging around and act as if nothing happened.
I don't wanna stay this way.
I don't wanna be a victim.
Love, set me free.
I don't wanna hate you for what you've done.
I don't want this friendship to be ruined of an error we've done.
I don't want to abandoned this love I had for you, but i had to.
I thought that you could be the one who will always put a smile on my face, i was wrong.
I don't want things to relate to you any longer, but it does.
I wanna forget what we had gone thru together, but i can't.
I didn't expect you to do all this to me, but you did.
I expected just a separation, but it was more.
I expected the separation good, but it was bad.
You kept me hanging, i want to but that hurts the most.
Its true what your friend said, you're afraid you'll abandoned me, you did.
This is more than pretend, this is more than a game.
I don't wanna cling on you anymore.
I hope for your happiness with who ever you want.
You ever said, "I'll be happy if you're happy with whoever you're with/that can make you happy", everytime you said that, i'll typed out, "Ya, im happy being with you." but after that I'll erased it off cause Im afraid to tell that you're the one. You're the one im happy with. Time flies real fast. I closed my eyes, i saw us. The next moment, you fade away.
I can't hold on to you any longer.
You was once my pillar of hope. But my hope crashed. Maybe it was partly my fault too, for hoping on you so much.
Well, have a good life ahead. Wish for your happiness.
Much Love, Nemo.