November is coming to an end. December is coming to a start. I don't wanna start my December feeling the same way i felt in November. I wanna to change how things work now. I don't wanna pretend i'm fine. I want to be fine. I don't wanna get bothered about dreams, cause I want those dreams to happen. I don't wanna keep falling and bringing up myself all alone. I need someone to hold me tight and bring me up together.

Just one thing, If at the end, you're not the one, I don't mind cause I know you used to own me and I used to own you. But i must say that, I hate you because you own something in you thats in me, which is my love that i've given to you. Well, i hope you'll lead a successful life. I'll keep this love till it fades away. From blooming, fading and dead. From i know, you don't know and still you don't know. Thank you so much for everything. I know you're gonna read this sooner or later. Yes, i'm talking about you, boy.