Its around 10:30pm now. Its been around 2 hours 20 minutes i waited for a text. And you wont reply until i text you.
I totally cant deny things are slightly different now. Maybe its me thats busy or maybe its you. I must say, i had hard time pretending im fine infront of you. I guess, i manage to not show i was truly upset about us. Its been 10 months now. Maybe you know i'm upset but you doesn't know how miserable im feeling inside. I tried to treat you like how i used to but ... the way you treated me ? I wouldn't say its a big change but the small small minor things ? You forgot. Im much more concern abt minor minor things that i expect you to do. I tried to understand you, i did but how long am i supposed to do that. I tried to keep myself busy and forget our problem, i sometimes wonder, are you aware of the problem we had now cause it seems we are just acting so fine.
And how could you believe that im gonna sleep at 1030 on a saturday night. Yes, im tired but ... my intention was just to seek your attention since you didn't reply my msg for hours. Nevermind. Truly tired now. Toodles.
