You see right through me baby.
Sunday, February 20, 2011 @ 8:25 PM
I was reading thru my past post. Ohgeemy. Haha. But just one thing i feel like saying now to someone though im super sure this person wont read this post.
It was my fault that our special friendship turned out bad. Maybe to you our special friendship MIGHT not be that special but it was special. Till today, it is special to me. To me you're exceptional. The things we shared is truly special. It may be common but .... Its different. Its impossible for me not to hear or see any news about you this days. You've been around me all this time and i never felt suffocation. The times you joke, the times you complain you were feeling sick. I dont know why till today, i felt like you're an exception. The things and so called wishes and hopes we made, i'll make sure i reach there and find you. People adore us. We adore each other. Its been atleast 18-15 months away since our love story started. I must admit, i do miss our old times. I must admit too that its me who took you for granted but it wasn't that bad after all.
You see right thru me, How do you do that tihs ?
I've moved on now. Yes, i did. With a guy, a guy that you knew. I'll treasure this guy for sure, i wont want to repeat what i did to you.
Labels: With love, your bimbo girl.
Love Haunting.
@ 5:51 PM
You broke her heart. Do you know how many times she told herself that she needs to be stronger? She’s been putting smile on her face though tears keeps on falling. She keeps on telling herself that she’s fine though deep within, she knows she’s not. If you only knew how she wanted to be with you all this time. If you only knew how hard it is for her to get over your memories. If you only knew how many times she’d cried. If you only knew how she stalk your profile just to check if you found somebody new. It breaks her heart a little bit more each day. Do you know that she always listen to music that could hopefully heal her heart and to make her stronger? She pretends to be fine when she’s not. Do you have any idea how you made her feel all this pain and hurt? Each and every day of her life carrying these feelings makes her feel sad. If you only knew what she’d been through… I hope you know what you’re doing to her all this time.
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Labels: This is me. Trust me., This is real
@ 4:21 PM
I forgot how to smile, like seriously. I think my smiles nowadays are just piece of shit.
My heart cracked and now, i can feel its broken. What do i do now ?
I'm tired.
Help me, anyone.
Tapi bukan bayangmu yang ku dekapi.
Saturday, February 12, 2011 @ 10:30 PM
Its around 10:30pm now. Its been around 2 hours 20 minutes i waited for a text. And you wont reply until i text you.
I totally cant deny things are slightly different now. Maybe its me thats busy or maybe its you. I must say, i had hard time pretending im fine infront of you. I guess, i manage to not show i was truly upset about us. Its been 10 months now. Maybe you know i'm upset but you doesn't know how miserable im feeling inside. I tried to treat you like how i used to but ... the way you treated me ? I wouldn't say its a big change but the small small minor things ? You forgot. Im much more concern abt minor minor things that i expect you to do. I tried to understand you, i did but how long am i supposed to do that. I tried to keep myself busy and forget our problem, i sometimes wonder, are you aware of the problem we had now cause it seems we are just acting so fine.
And how could you believe that im gonna sleep at 1030 on a saturday night. Yes, im tired but ... my intention was just to seek your attention since you didn't reply my msg for hours. Nevermind. Truly tired now. Toodles.
Labels: Kecundang.
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