Convo . Flasher . His Eyes .
Tuesday, June 30, 2009 @ 7:17 PM
cooooool kan gambar ? LOL .
haha . okay . lets see what im gonna be posting today . haha .
okay , yes . my convo with Roy , kekek siak .
Roy : Hey , Wah , In a relationship uh !
Shekyn : Ya lah , my boyfriend , Edward what .
Roy : Who sia ?!
Shekyn : Edward ? You dont know , inaalillah .
Roy : Who ?!
Shekyn : Robert .
Roy : Nope , idk .
Shekyn : Robert Pattinson / Edward Cullen !
Roy : Who sia ?! Since when i break up with u ?! Pandai2 jer carik laki laen ?! hahahha .
Shekyn : HAHHAHAHA , [ you said so , we 'BROKE UP' so many times ] .
Roy : mane ade , haha , tu maen-maen jer . mane ade broke up . hahahah .
The end ~ And he still dont know who is Edward Cullen / Robert Pattinson ! WOAH ! :D
So today , saw a FLASHER and swear , im so afraid/frighten . And im not gonna go home on my own ! In any point in time . If i have to then lah . Right , Twinneh ? HAIYOH .
Thanks to dearest who comfort me . ^_^ And thanks for the panic-tion eh .
School has been so dotdotdot . Suck ah suck !
Oh yes , thanks to Twinneh for helping me out with my 'homemade background' .
I wanna go to school , only one reason , to see his sharp eyes , "Robert's Eyes" .
Goodbye ~ :D
Labels: i love SS .
today suck alot .
Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 4:51 PM
right . im not gonna update about anything special today . first day of school totally suck alot .
had a slight fever today , ive been stressing so much , thinking too much about things that made my head kept on spinning around . oh boy . Mr SS , thanks fr the smile . Mr S , there's 101 things i need to let it out to you . biler mau meet ? (:
okay bye . i love alyphia . (:
Labels: swear .
Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 3:06 PM
im back . update again soon . busy with school stuff . pffft .
die ah die . bye . (:
loved .
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 1:54 PM
yaw yaw yaw yaw !
today's plan , nothing much . pack things only . haha .
tomorrow till sunday , still in sgp but im off to chalet aye .
dont have to miss me . XD
HYDIR's birthday just passed , on the 16th !
the day that he had his performance and he's so happy . lol . okay nevermind .
YEAYYYYYYYY ! AFYQ BAKRY's birthday , tomorrow ! * wide smile*
Lala , Yok ! Celebrate Afyq's birthday , besok ! :DDD
im so in love in ClassiQ , its the fact . LOL .
i felt so loved , by my idols . aww (:
okay , bye ~ !
PS ; sorry , im crazy today , totally insane ! :D
today's plan , nothing much . pack things only . haha .
tomorrow till sunday , still in sgp but im off to chalet aye .
dont have to miss me . XD
HYDIR's birthday just passed , on the 16th !
the day that he had his performance and he's so happy . lol . okay nevermind .
YEAYYYYYYYY ! AFYQ BAKRY's birthday , tomorrow ! * wide smile*
Lala , Yok ! Celebrate Afyq's birthday , besok ! :DDD
im so in love in ClassiQ , its the fact . LOL .
i felt so loved , by my idols . aww (:
okay , bye ~ !
PS ; sorry , im crazy today , totally insane ! :D
Labels: CLASSIQQQ :D SLEEQQQ :D
Anugerah 2009 .
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @ 1:30 PM
Saw Didicazli , Aliff , AfyQ , Zaibaktian !!!
HYDIR THE BEST .
HYDIR !
HYDIR !
HYDIR !
HYDIR !
GO FAR MAN !
Ahhhhhhdoieee !
Cuteee nyer . Ya ampun !
Hydir , nice moves . ^^
Didicazli , Syed oie !
PS ; Afyq must be in during wildcard . MUST MUST MUST .
Just like Aliff A . :D
Labels: bertaobat lah . cuteee nyer .
CLASSIQ , I LOVE !
Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 2:57 PM
Right , yesterday , went off to Boon Lay Shopping Centre with Twinneh searching fr Sleeq + Sleeq's Album . WOAH ! I think , i can lose 2 kg . :D
We were super excited and yes , what we brought back was NOTHING !
Cant find Sleeq + their CD . -.-'
We're like sweating , as if we just had finish our marathon . (:
FINALLY , get those CDs today . ALHAMDULILLAH , SYUKOR !
Nevermind , lets continue .
Last night , went to celebrate Father's Day , i would like to describe it using 2 words : I LOVE !
*winkwink*
To Kak Tutty : I wish i could help but nevermind lah . HAHAH . ;D
Today's plan :-
- homeworks
- pack up fr chalet
- get ready fr tmrw's outing
- get school stuff ready .
Labels: cute lah you ., eh
Holidays , bring me back .
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 6:37 PM
yeah , i miss my girlfies of course but im missing people in KL , UL much more . *sobs*
right , lets start my story during im at Msia . anw , sorry for updating kind off late cos ive been busy , really busy this week . 25-28 , wont be online-ing , chalet with twinneh's family .
12/6 -
Was supposed to go for CPR course but I didnt attend . Around 8pm went off to Boon Lay Shopping Centre , took Consortium bus to KL , straight to Puduraya .
The bus , awesome man , watched movie , can listen to music , so chose to watch movie and so i watched BBB and Harry Potter and The Order Of Phoenix . Watched Harry Potter half way only . Lol .
13/6 -
Reached Pudu around 2+ I think , Uncle and Cuzzy Brother fetched us , went off to Cuzzy Brother's house , its at Ulu Langat , at 4+ i realised i was asleep , lol . Morning , woke up , everyone was busy since we are having ' Cukor Rambut Ceremony ' .
Get to meet every single cousins and that time , i wasnt really happy cos im missing people in sgp . Haha .
14/6- I think , I went somewhere , I still cant remember where I go . LOL .
Okay , nevermind . Lets skip .
15/6 -
Off to Port Dickson , 2 hours journey , I guess ? Okay , I FORGOTTEN !
4 cars . LOL .
Reached Ancasa Hotel , I think thats the name . LOL . Reached there , went off to Teenagers room . LOL . There's 3 rooms , so ladies , one room , guys , one room and another room is for my cuzzy brother and her wife + their baby . Settled down and went splashing , swimming at the pool . YEAAAY ! I GET MY SWIMMING TECHNIC BACK ! [?]
Went to the sea . GOSH , SWEAR ! I LOVEEE MY ROOM SO MUCH !
ITS FACING THE SEA ! THE BIG BIG BIG BIG DEEEP SEA !
Can even see the sun sets down . Touching uh . Totally relaxing . Saw everything from my room .
Its just fantastic . That night , midnight , went off with cousins , the teenagers , quitely , went off jalan-jalan at PD , went back hotel and played arcade . HAHA . Slept at 2+am . OH , I LOVE .
16/6 -
BANANAAAAA BOAT ! :D
I was fearing , LOL . I was really scared , riding that Banana boat , at the sea .
Gosh , went a big round to an island . There's 2 Banana boat , one is the guys one and another one is the ladies one . The guys are so gay . OMG . We were battle-ing . Guys VS Ladies .
HAHA . The ladies doesnt want to dropped far away but for the guys its the opp way of the ladies . But what we get was the opp way , the one who dropped us [ ladies ] , it was far away from the shore whereas the guys were dropped near the shore and im like struggling to swim back to the shore . WALANDEYH . seriously , i was so afraid . haiyah . 2nd time on Banana Boat .
Im sorry , I cant remember what happened next . Its either , we went off to eat seafood and then , followed cuzzy karaoke-ing . Went back hotel , 11+ . Yeah ?
17/6 -
Splashing , again . Woah . Dark Dark Dark ! By 11 went back room , bath , packed out and checked out , went back to KL , UL . OHHH , at last ! I miss my people there . (:
On that night itself , went downtown with cousins , shopping ! :D
18/6 -
Went to Sunway Lagoon . Till late night , shopping again . Blah3 .
KL , UL .
19/6 -
Stayed at KL , UL as usual . Watched TV , slept . Do own stuff .
Its the day that im going back to sgp . Haiyah .
Did something fr my people . Miss them .
By 8pm , every single people , my cousins i mean . Started to gather at my aunty's house .
By 10 , went off down , going off back to sgp . So sad , i felt like crying .
My heart wasnt really wanting to come back to sgp . Really . Hah .
Im gonna miss my people . So , hugged my cousins . Awww .
Gosh , nevermind .
20/6 -
Reached sgp around 4am , 4+ , reached Jurong , waiting fr my Uncle to fetch us and the thing that i love most was that , i saw this moon , cresent shape [?] , its like , glowing .
A glowing moon + stars all beside it , at 4+am . Touching aite .
So yeah . Thats all .
Thanks to those who's willing to read this long , [un] interesting story . HAHA . (:
Having problem transferring pictures , pictures will upload soon .
tired , sick .
Friday, June 12, 2009 @ 2:56 PM
Just For Laugh .
dont feel like going for holidays . home sick ald .
having slight fever last night . cant even sleep the whole night .
sleep and woke up and cant sleep anymore .
stared at the blank wall . keep on turning around .
have been doing much thinking . and i realised that , i cant even remember what happened few days back . my memory is like super full . cant even remember a thing . as if ive just lost my mind . have been worrying all night long . shed-ing tears down my cheek . how emotional .
weak much . i dont know where to turn . have been lying to myself and swear , is killing me .
and its gonna rain . when only i turn insane .
im sick .
im tired .
im sick .
im tired .
im sick .
at the end , i know , i will be okay .
Labels: maybe im missing sherdlikyn .
AFYQ , London , Msia .
Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ 7:48 PM
AFFFFYYYYYQQQQQQ !!! *winkwink*
ALIFFFF A !!!
Saw Hydir ? The very front guy ! ^_^
Okay . This is so random . Lol . Idk why im posting this when I can post about today's outing . LOL . I will update about today's outing only after im back from London . HAHAHAH !
People , I will be away to Msia . Oops , I mean LONDON . ^_^
I wont be long , just a week . LOL . XD
OH YES ! There's a video of Afyq , Ain , Mel and Shera - the one who's out from Anugerah , on Fauzie's Blog . Video of their comments , thoughts and thank you wishes .
AFYQ SO CUTE ! ^_^
http://fauzielailyrevealed.blogspot.com/
Okay , People , Takecare aite . MISS ME .
Gonna miss you My Sherli[q]in. ):
Labels: officially yours .
ex boyfriend .
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 @ 2:39 PM
omg . this is so sad . know why ? chatted with Hafeez yesterday night , its so sudden . really . its been a long time since we chat then he suddenly chat with me , its like . ouhmygod.
so yeah , in the middle of the conversation , he said he was reading abt " Our Past History " .
oh , maybe you guys dont get it , bcos , he's my [ EX ] . lol . and im like , " oh , youre reading our past ? " dotdotdot . since i dont keep message history , i said to him , i dont have message hist and he wanted to send to me " Our Past History Message " , so yeah . received it and read it today , fully , erm , maybe im not done reading it yet but half way thru reading it , gosh . its so sad . maybe im being too [ insert word ] in our relationship .
i dont know why its so sad , but nevermind . im tearing like wooh ~ .
guess , i shall stay at home today , since my cousins from msia coming down .
gotta iron uniform fr friday and start packing clothings fr friday till idk when .
tmrw, GFO . :D
those words .
~ your love fills my life with happiness and joy .
~ deng paom puzh
wtva wtva , its sucha sad ending .
fishing , censored peeektures .
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 @ 5:12 PM
* met up with roy , his brother , khan and nash at jp and its only 10 .
* went off , took MRT to bedok .
* reached bedok , ate there . [ NOT ME ! ]
* went of took 31 to ECP .
* reached ECP , went to Bedok Jetty .
* reached Bedok Jetty , they set up .
* NatyQa & me , went off to shops to buy drinks .
* they were fishing and its freaking hot !!! Im sweating like !@#$%^&*() .
* fish and fish , leck leck . See them fish .
* by 345 we packed up and went off to washroom .
* after that , took [ insert number ] to Bedok Interchange .
* Khan took MRT bcos he wanna meet somebody , the rest took Bus 30 and its only 525pm[?] . [ it rhymes ]
* inside bus , crap with roy , nash like no ones bussiness , wthwthwthwthwth !
dont have to talk abt [ insert name ] ald right ! ERGH !
* reached Boon Lay around 715pm . WOAH ! around 2 hours journey .
* went to eat at banquet with them , [ berani nyer akuuu ! ]
* after that , home sweeeeet homeee .
* reached home , so shocked , looking at my damn dark red face that is breaking/cracking .
let the picture do the talking AGAIN now . :D
otw to Bedok Jetty , this time , im sweating like WOAH , just like finishing a marathon .
- girl version .
CENSORED ! XDXD roy patting on khan's [ insert word ] . hahahahahhaha !!
nice right ? hahaha . from left , NatyQa , me and Roy .
reflection on/in the water ? like art seh , this picture .
" hello , nama saya KhanGals , saya sedang pancing ! :D "
my giler friend , what are you doing ? hahahah . he calls me GILA .
" CONCENTRATION ! "
I wish i could put that censored photo of roy . so sexy . hahaha . but not to spoil his reputation , " The English Man " . -.-'
Khan khan , want to eat that pringles also dont know how . haiyah !
Nash dont know how to cut prawn/fish . REALLY !
Roy's brother , really kill that damn fish . Look at the picture below , what he gets after he's done with the cutting of fish .
TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ! ;D
AND YES , we inside tent , lepaking . haha . :D
- this is when im ald dark .
the killer of the fish ! XDXD kidding . this is when he wanna throw the fish in the sea .
cute isnt he ?
this is when , roy wanna say something and this candid picture is taken . haha .
taken by natyqa . haha . so insane !!!
im cursin' your name , boyfriend .
my crappy-est peeps , bad cold .
Monday, June 8, 2009 @ 9:45 PM
yeay , felt so fresh , i mean , my life now . what a nice start . new love^^ , new reunion[?] .
right girlfies ? not really .
went to ECP/Bedok Jetty with Khan , Nash , Roy , Roy's Y Brother and NatyQa .
naseb lah ader NatyQa . today was so much better than the last time i went out with them .
hopefully i ald fulfilled your wish my dear friend . (:
so yeah . gonna update abt today , tmrw . pictures is not with me , so yeah .
im kindda lazy to share stories now , cos , im having badbadbadbadbadbad cold .
need to sleep . heeheee .
and yes , im gonna kill you , boyfriend . ^^
"Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get."
- You have a pretty mellow and easy going outlook on life. You are ready for any curveball that life throws at you."
unfair .
Sunday, June 7, 2009 @ 8:46 PM
today is freaking boring . earlier on , went to jurong point with sister and cousin sister .
went to bought somethings , damn boring and im so weak .
now , im waiting fr 'people' to online .
tomorrow , going out with khan , roy and nash , me alone [ again ] .
did a quiz on facebook . such a good answer .
" What are you hiding from people ? "
Answer : Emotions .
You tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings afterall.
being so sarcastic just ruined my life .
thats the way i loved you .
Labels: how sarcastic can i be ?
boring ! -.-'
Saturday, June 6, 2009 @ 3:40 PM
what a boring , hot , tiring , sleepy day ! -.-'
plans today was canceled , no lah , its not canceled , im the one who doesnt want to go . lol .
was supposed to go to cousin's house and wedding dinner but im just too lazy to go so i said to mommy that i dont wanna go . LOL . keep on blogging , facebooking and songing . boring right !
goes the same fr tmrw . just gotta wait fr monday , going out with roy , khan , lala , natyqa and those guyfriends . -.-'
wanna watch twilight :D
goodbye ~ :D
never thought how our future gonna be like .
horny people .
Friday, June 5, 2009 @ 6:21 PM
my day today was just fine , quite nice . i guess . just came back from jp/park . earlier on , at 235 met up with sha under her block , god , she's so depressed . she's even gone insane , like really.
i looked at her so depressing , what about my situation . inaalillah . so yeah , went to jp , walked around , meet with lala , zaza , elyna , ajmal , aidil , matin at banquet . after that , they went off first , left sha and me again , went off to popular , met up with kirawan , walked around , bought somethings . haha , lol . nothing that was interesting for me , bcos im helpless . really . the laughter[s] was so sarcastic . lols . nevermind , hahaha . zaza and elyna went home . so , after that we went to the park with all of them but ajmal and kirawan wasnt with us , they went to somewhere and they wasnt with us when we reached the west park . so we all sat behind the toilet , LOL ! against the wall .
aidil and matin was turned on and they on stupid songs and we all were like telling each other that kirawan and ajmal is like , 'playing' . HAHAH . siak ah aidil . aidil keep on saying " Eh , Ajmal , Dah lah , kluar dari toilet tu , Jgn shiok sgt maen [wtvawtva ... ] " . HAHAHA .
After that , Sha shouted , " Eh , Ajmal and Kirawan went behind the bushes ! " , someone else said , " They are playing [wtvawtva ... ] " HAHAH . GILER .
Went over to Ajmal and Kirawan , they were playing at those rubber surface[?] thinggy .
Matin and Aidil join them . -.-' After playing with that thing , they played with the hanging thinggy , which they should be sitted on that circle thinggy . HAHA .
Aidil tried to ride on it and after a few seconds , he came down back and said " TOOOT aku saket , TOOOOT aku saket ! " . HAHHAHAHAHA !
Matin , Ajmal and Kirawan tried . Woah ! All , having fun sia playing with that thing until I THINK , Kirawan was having fun until he doesnt want to ride off that thing . LOL , KIDDING .
After that , Lala and Sha shouted , " Aku nak balek ! " , and I shouted , " Jgn asek nak maen jer ! " . SIAK . They were having fun with that rubber hanging on thinggy . LOL . Went off to JP and everyone go our own way . HSH .
At the end of the story , ...
I CANT BELIEVE THAT MY GUYFRIENDS ARE NOT STRAIGHT ! :D
Kirawan's Quiz .
Thursday, June 4, 2009 @ 9:02 PM
~~~~~~~
Rule #1:If you open this you take it.
Rule #2:You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.
Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? -> Erm , what/which list ?
Q: Been arrested? -> Hah ! No .
Q: Do you like someone? -> Yes .
Q: Held a snake? -> Erm , yeah [ question mark ]
Q: Been suspended from school? -> Oh no , Im a good girl mahs !
Q: Sang karaoke? -> Yeah yeah , long long time ago .
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? -> Yes . Sadly . )':
Q: Laughed until you started crying? -> Yes ! HAHA . CRAPPY PATTY !
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? -> Erm , Nahhhh ! :D
Q: Kissed in the rain? -> *flashback starts* cant remember . -.-'
Q: Sang in the shower? -> yes , last time when im a small kiddo .
Q: Sat on a roof top? -> Nahh , I wish ! :D
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? -> HAHA , i offer to jump , yes . Pushed , no . LOL !
Q: Broken a bone? -> Nope .
Q: Shaved your head? -> Giler kau ! NO LAH !
Q: Played a prank on someone? -> Cant remember . LOL .
Q: Shot a gun? -> Yes , a fake one :D
Q: Donated Blood? -> Erm , no ?
1. You hung out with? -> ermmmmmmmmmm , when was the last time i hung out with someone ? lol .
2. You texted? -> NurulNabila .
3. You were in a car with? -> errrrrrm , driver and some other people lah . dol .
4. Went to the movies with? -> girlfies .
5. Person you went to shop with? -> erm ... ?
6. You talked on the phone? -> erm , someone which i cant remember who . LOL .
7. Made you laugh? -> someone who make stupid/silly jokes ?
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Sun or moon? -> Moon
2. Winter or Fall? -> Winter please .
3. Left or Right? -> Right
4. Sunny or rainy? -> Rainy
5. Where do you live? -> Singapore , Jurong West .
6. Club or pub? -> Club . HAHA .
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? -> YEAH
8.Do you want to get married? -> Oh yes , (please) .
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? -> twirl .
10. What time is it? -> 9:09pm .
11. Are you afraid of commitment? -> Yeah, but , i will do my jobs . :D
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? -> Oh , wait for my true love and not to feel in love until my true love comes by ?
13. Do you cook? -> Yes man !
14. Current mood? -> ergh , sleepy & confused ? [ is that still under mood ? ]
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
1. Kissed someone? -> something can ?
2. Sang? -> yes !
3. Listened to music? -> yes !
4. Danced Crazy? -> nope . hahah .
5. Cried? -> tearing yes .
6. Liked someone you can't get ? -> erm ... they cant get me , its not that i cant get them . LOL . kidding . nope .
FIRSTS
1.Who was your first date? -> ameerul ?
2. Who was your first roommate? ermm ... ?
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? -> i dont drink , i repeat , I DONT DRINK !
5. What was your first car? -> haha , erm , toy car .
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? -> erm , i thought i never go before , afraid of pochs , LOLLISM . crap !
8. Who was your first grade teacher? -> erm , cant remember .
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? -> never go anywhere cos i didnt ride an airplane before . I WANT LAH SEH ! ROY ! BRING ME TO LONDON LAH ! :D
10. When you sneaked out of your house for the first time? -> em , idk ?
11. Who was your first Best Friend? -> zac ?
12. Who is your best friend? -> bella , my cute fat mashi maro . :D
13. Where was your first sleepover? -> Erm ... I cant remember .
14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? -> No one .
15. Whose wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman? -> huh ?
16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? -> check hp got msg or not . *winkwink*
19. First tattoo or piercing? -> -.-'
20. First celebrity crush? -> [ insert name ] , TOO MANY ! LOL !
21. First crush? -> Freddy [ question mark ]
Remember to read my previous post ! :D
Whoever wanna do this , Just do Ah . Okay , Bye . :D
pretend .
@ 5:45 PM
hello (:
alright , today , i had alot of fun , really fun . went to help out the teachers at westgrove pri , went to science centre . so .. woke up at 750am , went out from house around 830am , waited for shafiqa for 15 mins , she woke up late . -.-' straight to interchange , took 242 and yes , we are later . lol . feefa , kasturi and grace waiting fr us infront of WG main gate , walked in , saw the students , rafiq and jake . assigned ourselfs with those groups , blah3 . went to science centre , the students had mathematics something-something . so yeah , the teacher asked us , the student leaders to like wonder around first then , at 1125 come back to fetch the students , so yeah , went around science centre , giler punyer orangs . after that , those students had outdoor activities , guide them , after that , went off to omnimax theatre . we watched the 'sea monsters' show . woah , cool but abit scary . yes , the monsters ae scary ! im like sleepy inside the theatre , stare at the pictures shown . -.-' PTTC ! the show was overall nice . :D
lunch time then , mcd . after eating , sha wanted to buy sundae wtva , and yes , FCK lah .
dont wanna explaen why , its quite a long story , alermaks , the elite[?] people ah , begok !
sialcb. after everything is over at science centre , went back to WGPS , had games and yes , its freakinggg fun ! :D played , ice breaker , shrade[?] , freezing game & also fruit salad .
haha , really fun , they are primary sch , what do you expect ? just pri 4/5 . haha . lols .
and yes , reached home around 4+ . now , im here , blogging . super tired , super sleepy but still , im still awake .
Shekyn Ahmad .
here i am , once again , im torn into pieces , cant deny it , cant pretend .
just thought you were the one , broken up , deep inside .
but you wont get to see the tears i cry , behind this hazel eyes .
swallow me then spit it out , for hating you , i blamed myself .
seeing you it kills me now . no , i dont cry on the outside anymore .
i dont want to waste my precious tears on you . no more .
Labels: lies behind this smile, this eyes .
the truth .
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 10:31 PM
ive been thinking , why i keep helping people out in their love problems , when like , my love problems not even solved a little . why do i even keep on waiting for the one who's not running for me ? why do i even still patiently waiting for him , when there are people who is like , waiting , running for me , they are trying their best to like , convinced me , show me that they are the one who i should be choosing . i felt so stupid . but , i cant deny , this heart aint taking them , aint taking them . this heart is still patiently waiting for the person that it love .
but im moving on , im not gonna give any answers to any guy , until he give me a direct answer to me that make me move on , just like how i did that time . i kept those good people waiting , until they even give up , how can that be ? shikin is so cruel . but this heart aint taking them . its hard , give me time , please . i need time , im just hoping , you could wait patiently like how i did but its never enough if i couldnt return the love that you guys had given . i realised , there are much more good guys just right infront of me , waiting for my answer when im here waiting for the other party to answer me . i realised , they are the best one when im just waiting for the good one . love is so blind but i cant stop myself now . im just so weak , im so weak , really .
they have been waiting for more than 5 months , but , no , i cant go on this way , its killing me , really . im sorry .
if i had a wish and that wish can come true , i want this heart to not admire/like or even love a guy and just wait till my love come to me and then , i start to love them . ONLY .
somethings are just meant to be this way , thats why i dont understand why this must happen to me , when i see the rest happy with their loved ones , when im here , waiting for stupid answers from someone who dont even care , dumb .
when there's good , there's bad .
till then , im giving up .
im so afraid to fall in love but i guess , im in love with someone , which im not sure who .
im wanting to forget him now , but why is it so hard ?
i want a new love story , a new fresh one .
i should have end it on that date but eventually , you are still around and i cant let you go by that time , cos i knw , deep down this heart , there is still you but now , you left me stranded and now , tell me what am i supposed to do ? what if when im again moving on , you came back ?
OH , i know you wouldnt care .
but all i know , im ready to move on now .
Labels: but im ready to move on, now .
CHOPSTICK ! -.-'
@ 7:04 PM
hello !
today is such a tiring but fun day . had , prevent from smoking camp , its called CHOPSTICK camp . okay , so , woke up at 745am , TERLAMBAT BANGON !
then , bath wtva2 , 830 , go out from house . met sha at bustop , took 243 and we were rushing to ava theatre . LATE ALREADY , but , we are somehow still early , not really many people there . so yeah , waited for people , start with games and stuff , its super funn !
went to hall , played captain's ball , haha . 2 time played , 2 time green/grape group win . LOL .
im in green group , there is strawberry , banana and blueberry . huhu ^^ . twinneh is at strawberry , AS USUAL . lol . after all the fun and games , each group gotta do a skit and a poster design about prevent from smoking , like the consequences , stuff like that .
then , green group had the longest skit , the timing i mean . but i guess , we did quite well .
at the very last hour , they gave out prizes and my group won the _________ prize .
i mean , we do our things together as a group , like , in a team uh . OKAY NEVERMIND !
and also the last hour when i gotta tahan my damn bladder[?] . fck .
still delay2 time . -.-' used to it . after that , went to KFC with Sha and Ira .
HAHAHAHAH . :D not gonna tell much about what happened there . :D
pictures will be uploaded IF theres anyone who send it to me . LOL !
Shekyn Ahmad !
andimsosickoflove.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009 @ 6:06 PM
lets be happy . alright . delete my previous post and make a new post and im gonna post about what i want on this hols and what i think about them .
june holiday , this things must happen ! ;
• go out with roy and khan and whoever !
• may/june babies outing !
• ladies day out !
• go to KL pleaseeeeeeeee ! :D
• ETP , Sha , biler mau gi ? nti ticket tu expired siak ! ^^
what i think about them ;
•A.S ; dont wanna say anything , PAINFUL ! but , im still [notreallythat] strong waiting , idk why , stupid me .
•S.S ; [ insert sentence ]
•S.K ; PTTC !
•SS ; nice yeah , but the not nice is that , he's [insert word] than me . ladies, you knw what i mean.
100 truths !
Monday, June 1, 2009 @ 6:55 PM
just came back from jp with sha's mom , those kiddos and sha . but earlier on , went around jp with Lala and Zaza , west park then JP again . lol . not gonna tell much cos not really much things happened , although there is , i cant remember ! HAHAHA !
100 truths about me !
Lala tagged me on Facebook and I wanna share here , so yeah , there you go .
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage = SNOOPEEE ! [ slurpee ]
2. Last phone call = Twinneh [ I called ]
3. Last text message = Syukri(:
4. Last song you listened to = Kiss Me Thru The Phone :D
5. Last time you cried = Few days back , I guess ?
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = SHOULD BE , yes .
7. Been cheated on = Yeah , I guess .
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = nah .
9. Lost someone special = yes .
10. Been depressed = yes .
11. Been drunk and threw up = OH A BIG HELL NO !
FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. black
13. white
14. red
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = alot !
16. Fallen out of love = yes .
17. Laughed until you cried = no ?
18. Met someone who changed you = idk ?
19. Found out who your true friends were = yes yes yes .
20. Found out someone was talking about you = erm , no ?
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = erm , yes .
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = out of 100% only 49.9% of them .
23. How many kids do you want to have = 2 ?
24. Have any pets ? = 2 !
5. Do you want to change your name = no need .
26. What did you do for your last birthday = partey !
27. What time did you wake up today = erm , 11+ . hehe .
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = going to sleep , just finish texting with [ insert name ] , Oh , I was wishing .
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = being GOH for National Day 09 ! & when school reopens , waiting for that day . :D
30. Last time you saw your Mother = a few minutes ago .
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? = be patient and wait till ' my true love ' comes to me and not to love guys right now .
32. What are you listening to right now = kiss me thru the phone :DD
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = TOM ?!
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = erm .. ?
35. Most visited webpage = letterstoyou-shekyns.bs .
36. Whats your real name = nurul ashikin ahmad s .
37. Nicknames = Shekyn A/Ahmad .
38. Relationship Status = single
39. Zodiac sign = taurus
40. Male or female? = female
41. Elementary? = princess elizabeth primary school
42. High School = pioneer secondary school
43.College/University = HAHAHAHA . RP !
44. Hair colour = brown-ish black
45. Long or short = mid-length
46. Height = 1.5 .
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yes no yes no YES !
48: What do you like about yourself = PATHETIC !
49. Piercings = two
50. Tattoos = none
51. Righty or lefty = righty.
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = none ! :D
53. First piercing = forgot .
54. First best friend = Zac ?
55. First sport you joined = cant remember .
56. First vacation = cant remember .
58. First pair of trainers = erm ... ?
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating = nothing
60. Drinking = vitagen , peach flavor , want ?
61. I'm about to = blog ?
62. Listening to = KISS ME THRU THE PHONE ! :DDDDDDD
63. Waiting for = that day ! :D
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?= Yeah .
65. Get Married?= Yeah [!]
66. Career? = cheecher .
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes? = eyes
68. Hugs or kisses? = hugs
69. Shorter or taller? = taller
70. Older or Younger? = younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous ? = romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms? = nice stomach ah !
73. Sensitive or loud ? = loud ?
74. Hook-up or relationship? = relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant? = hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger? = NO .
77. Drank hard liquor? = NO
78. Lost glasses/contacts? = no ?
79. Sex on first date? = giler punyer orang !
80. Broken someone's heart? = yes
81. Had your own heart broken? = YES .
82. Been arrested? = no
83. Turned someone down? = yes .
84. Cried when someone died? = no lah , laugh . -.-'
85. Fallen for a friend? = yes ):
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. Yourself?= 75%
87. Miracles? = YESYESYESYESYES !
88. Love at first sight? = YES .
89. Heaven? = YES .
90. Santa Claus?= later i ask Robert .
91. Kiss on the first date?= NO lah deyh !
92. Angels? = Malaikat , yes .
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend? = Yes .
95. Did you sing today? = Yes ?
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = YES [?]
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?= those times when .... with [ insert name ] .
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = be ... with ... someone ...
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = YES .
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = yeah ?
Shekyn Ahmad !
CANDID !
OPPSY !
Cute right ? The Baby i mean . HAHA .
BUROK !
nice right ?
THE END ~
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