Not really all the way . But its quite funny , when i smiled all over again and kept on smiling for something , i dont know what is it .
I felt kindda wierd , i felt so crazy . OMG .
haha . lolzsx . tmrw , gonna have NCDCC training , for NCDCC day . =.='
gonna meet Sir Billy and Sir Neilson ! yeay ! :D
Oh . Campfire . (:
Sunday, March 29, 2009 @ 7:32 PM
HELLOH !
whoo ~ ! yessah , im back people ! :D oh manzsx , the camp was superb manzsx !
Day :- Met Mdm Chua at BL interchange around 750 . Was suppose to meet her at 730 , yet she's late , so nevermind . After that , took 172 to HTA , with Solihin and Hema , JWSS cadet . Reached HTA , went to Everest , gathered there . OMG . Received this booklet , about the events thats gonna be happening and also the song sheet and stuff like that . After took attendence , group form up , took bus to JBAC . [ I forgotten the name ] . Fall in and Ma'am Yasmin started to talk talk talk , had a discussing session within our group [ group name , get to know each other well .. ] , and our group name was AppleBerry ! It is because , there was 2 guys , from Kent Ridge Sec , who is using Red and Blue shirt , and they looked like Apple and Berry . heh ! Members in AppleBerry , Hillary(PHSS) , Hema(JWSS) , Syafiqah(JYSS) , Jannah(JYSS) , Myself , Solihin , MikhailApple(KRSS) , HilmanBerry(KRSS) , Umar(MFSS) , Shan(MFSS) , Syukri(HKSS) , Danial(PHSS) . Haha . We had our lunch , talking session again , by Ma'am Yasmin , dotdotdot and and after our dinner ? , Our CLT Michal asked us to discussed who wanna be this and that , for the campfire thinggy . I became the Campfire Asst , and the Campfire leader is Shan . Solihin , Apple and Berry became the Fire Starter People , so they were not with us since they need to helped out with the campfire thinggy . HAHAH . :D Had Syafiqah became the MC . Syukri & Danial became the Song Leaders . Umar as the Usher . Hah . The only thing i must to is to observe . LOL . hah . :D easy job . Had the preparations , praticing and stuffs . At night , around 8+ , started our REAL campfire . Each group would perform with the songs , how they entertain the participants . dotdotdot . Really had fun that night , it was super dark . hah ! Really fun . Sing Song . Superb lah ! After the campfire thinggy , went shower and had our supper . When AppleBerry was cleaning the canteen area , i was standing and i saw a FROG ! , and OMG , i jump and shouted ' AHHHH ! ' , [ if you guys know how i shout ] , haha ! , the rest of the girls was shouting as well , HAHAHAHA ! thanks to me . and the guys , 'gentlemen' , brought the frog away and almost KILLED IT , oh , what a gentlemen(s) , *laughs* . And , all the food was nice lerhs ! After supper , went to sleep , eventually i was hard to sleep because the lizards was so noisy , I think , if we even collected all the lizards , we can have a whole full of lizards inside a pail . The lizards was dating lah ! haha . siakkkk ! We slept at a hut , it was nice though ! Its like we need to go up the stairs , then , had this wooden flooring and its open , like kampong like that lah , but abit diff . haha . lol . All the ladies , slept there , the guys , slept at the opposite side of it . but far lah , so they wont be seeing us , we are at the end and they are at the other end . Slept 12+ , haha . The ladies from AppleBerry was the noisy-est . We were crapping . LOL . It was funny when we were talking about the lizards , this and that . haha . Okay , dah . Idk what time , but i heard a cat , like angry , so angry , like arguing . But , idk lah . Its in the morning , 2-3-4+ ? Hah . weird , too bad . A CAT ?! Yes , i heard a cat , being angry . It was super loud manzsx . But i just ignore i go to sleep back . LOL . xD
Day 2:- Woke up around 650am . Omg , it was cold by then . haha . After that , went to bath , eventually , we was abit late , eventually , the ones who was earlier , gotta do push up position , haiyerh . same goes to me lah , wait for other people what . but nevermind , used to it ald what . haha . Did some streching , had breakfast and area cleaning , area cleaning was fun . okay , no . AppleBerry need to do in girls dom and girls toilet , out of 5 girls , 4 girls did in the girls dom , me , THE ONLY GILR LEFT and the rest of the guys , gotta do the girls toilet ! and i was bullied . haha . siaksiaksiak . Okay , they were spraying water lah what , close the light , leave me alone . but wtva it is , they are still my 'heroes' . LOL . the didnt dare to close the lights , they switched it off and on it back . LOL . haha . siak sekali . half way through , Solihin came to helped out , he just finished cleaning the campfire area . haha . and the rest of the guys started to disturb me " eheh , Solihin come ald uh , dont disturb her lah , later Solihin get angry ... " dotdotdot . wthwth . I don think Solihin even bother to get angry . haha . because I dont what . LOL . okay , lame . hah . and , i did checked all the cubical(?) , make sure the guys did a good job . lol . okay . they were splashing water at me . wth . but nevermind , i guess , im used to like this . everytime like this what . lol. okay , nevermind . they said that solihin and me , looked like cousins lah , siblings lah , couple also havee manzsx ! walandeyh . siak uh . i have bf ald you knw . RP ! :D [ if you dont know who RP , inaalillah ] . =.=' after the cleaning , went to MPH , a so called hall where we gathered . Ma'am Yasmin , brief us on how we did , give us comments and we even did sing song , dance , clappings , it was fun lah . and the songs are still sticked inside my head . 24 hours man , the campfire songs , kept on singing them . lol . after the singing , had a group photo and also , every cadet , sirs and ma'ams picture taking . then , Ma'am Yasmin let us listen to this song . It so sad . The lyrics so touching , I almost cried but i didnt , its hard for me to leave when the good and bad things happened , i mean , its a sweet memory isnt it ? Within one 2 days , me and my group members became soo close ald . felt time move too fast , eventually , thats what i wanted on friday . haha . okay , nevermind . i really gonna miss the gang ' AppleBerry ' . :D I Love My Gang in Campfire Leadership Course ' AppleBerry ' . ' AppleBerry ' also won the overall BEST group ever . heheh ~ Thank You , Sirs and Ma'ams for making everything became so nice . Everything went so fast yet so fun . Alot of things happened and I cant share everything here , because , there's personal or private stuffs that i cant really share . so yeah . In anyway , I will always remember you guys , even in the good or bad . (: And , Im Officially A Campfire Leader . (:
& in just 2 days , i didnt check my Facebook , i received 21 invitations or request and 41 updates . baek peh . hah .
casual .
Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 4:38 PM
welloh !
hah . okay . school was O-KAY .
hah .
oh , somehow , i dont like history class when we didnt finish our work yet , we must stayback . wth .
ohmy . gotta run now . i have homeworks to do .
i have to polish my boots .
i must get ready for campfire , and yes , i will be all alone at HTA for 2 days on saturday & sunday WITHOUT Twinneh . how sad ?
and im with Joe all alone .
[ matie deyh gue , bisu jadinya nanti ]
hopefully ill find new friends there . (:
amin . hah .
out , ciao . :D
Oh how much i miss MyMrV <3
PS : Boy , I dont feel comfortable now .
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009 @ 6:35 PM
Life is too short .
Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness .
Laugh when you can .
Apologize when you should .
Let go of what you cant change .
Deeply and forgive quickly .
Take chances , give everything ,
and have no regrets .
Lifes too short , to be unhappy .
You have to take a good with the bad .
Smile when you're sad .
Love what you got .
And always remember , what you had .
Always forgive .
Never forget .
Learn from mistakes but NEVER regret .
The Real Me .
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 4:36 PM
I did a quiz , my brother asked me to do .
And its abt ' The Real Me ' .
Hah . Im sure most of them is right , expect for some . Heh .
You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict.
Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person.
And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively.
The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms.
But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income.
Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed.
Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you.
This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people.
It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence.
You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean.
You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
oh .
Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 10:04 PM
OKAY ! im back . LOL . i deleted the previous post , because it seems to be so sad . lol . so the video above , the song sang by Thaqif was Bidadari Hatiku . touching sia the song . ^^ haha . lols . i wanna someone to sing for me the song , pretty please . a guy please . LOL .(: okay . till here . just wanna post abt this video . WATCH LORHX . :D
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Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 3:53 PM
welloh peeppps !
Just put down the phone .
Just talked to old friend , Shawal and Fadly .
They asked me out on 28/3 . =.='
Celeb Shawal's bdae .
WTH ?
If bueh them , kene _ _ dgn one of them . WTHFF ?
bertaubat lah . haha .
Okay , today was suppose to go studying with Joe and Ska .
Cancelled it because Sha, Natyqa and Sky cannot go.
Haiyerh .
Maaf yerh Joe and Ska .
Walandeyh , so sleepy .
Still gotta wake wake waky !
Alot more things to do .
Slept around 12+ yesterday , because otp with Joe and messaging with Twinneh .
And IM SO NOT READY FOR SCHOOL TOMORROW ! =.='
alot of things to be done .
Bye ~ :D
damnzsx .
Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ 12:37 PM
helloh welloh !
oh . seriously , yesterday was so damn fcuking boring .
ive got nothing to do , maybe lah .
but yeah . it was just super boring , and same goes today .
was suppose to go out with that gyler guyfriend today , but , i just realised that i have a stack of things to do .
Homeworks , totally untouched .
Atleast , im done with some school things . hah !
so stress sia sit at home , kena naggg only .
no encouragement sia at home , everything goes so =.='
heh , but atleast yesterday , talked to Fadly , kwn gyler ku lagi satu .
ohmy , i miss him so muchhyy .
Hadirahhhh , cpt sembuh iyerh .
ohkae , till here . bye .
this is what you call 'best'friend . oh so not . you changed since that thing happen to you . wth ?
Class outing sungguh gereks !
Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 12:12 PM
EDITED .
Was suppose to be CANDID ! but it look nice though , with the guy behind me . *wink*
OHMY,HOWMUCHILOVEYESTERDAY ! :D
Woke up at 7 , because i get super nervous to meet Danial . =.=' I was suppose to wake up at 830 . Then , write down somethings in my diary . heh ! After that , 830 ald , went to bath , siap-ing and then , waited for NatyQa . She was suppose to walk with me to interchange to meet classmates and she was late . Reach interchange around 10:10am , was suppose to meet them at 10 . haha . but they are still waiting for us when we reached there . haha . Saw 2v6 and off by 1020+ , went off we took MRT , to Bedok and we took 197 to ECP . hah . Reached ECP , change clothes , went to Pit , walandeyh , so far siaaa the pit . From 2v6 and 2s4's pit , its around 10 km far . cooool uh . =.=' [ ader je orang-orang nie nak kacau aku atau joe biler aku TERrapat dgn dier. ] then , we were asked to buy lighter , difficult to light up the thinggy because it was super windy . So , Joe , Natyqa , Hazwan and me went to the shop , walao . so far . haha . then bought water wtva thinggy , went to rent bicycle . HAHAH . Rent the double sitter , i ride with Hazwan , NatyQa ride with Joe . HAHAHA . siak . I was shouting like nobody's bussiness , then , i was afraid , Hazwan was paddling fast and i was afraid lah kan , phm2 lah . HAHA . He was paddling fast just to catch up with Joe and NatyQa . OMG . [ just realise , *flashbacking*. ] then , went back to pit and helped them out . By 330 , again , the four of us , return the bicycle to the shop , this time , NatyQa and Hazwan , Joe and Me . HAHAHA . Ini baru betol ! EY , DONT JUMP TO CONCLUSION ! IM SAYING THIS IS CORRECT BECAUSE OF NATYQAand HAZWAN, NOT ME AND JOE . hah . serious . then , went back to pit , haha. otw to pit , Joe walked with me , Hazwan walked with NatyQa . BUSTARD SIA JOE ! Hazwan was calling him , to accompany him to go to the toilet , then , Joe dont want and he asked me not to turn behind , just ignore . NatyQa and Hazwan was shouting ' JOE JOE JOE ' like gyler punyer orang ... no offence peeps . nie , JOE BUSTARD . haha . Went to pit , Roy and Khan was there too ! haha . Disturbed them , give them the food and drink . INSYALLAH TAK CUKUP , haha . lol . AKU DITARIK KE DALAM LAUT OLEH WATI , RADHIYAH AND SHIKIN BARNEY ! damn . DAN SEMASE AKU SEDANG INGIN BERJUMPE DGN DANIAL . AKU KEBASAHAN . Naseb aku dah wash up dulu . heheh . omg . meeting a old friend seems to be meeting someone i never met before . haha . no offence danny . after meeting him and wtva more .. around 645pm , went back with NatyQa , Shikin Barney , Radhiyah , Wati , Khan , Roy and Syafiqah . We took bus 30 . OMG . I really dont wanna tell what happened inside the bus . I really have so much fun and we all so childish . haha . Camwhoring , joke around with them , especially with my silly guyfriend , Roy . HAHAH . giler siak itu anak . dasar SINTING ! Reached interchange around 945 . hah ! Overall , it was Super Fun , Funny . I Love Yesterday . How i wish i could rewind to yesterday . :D
To Roy : IM NOT A ET , IM A VAMPIR_ . [ fill in the space , its either 'A' or 'E' ] DASAR LU SINTING .
Roy , kaki gerek ku ! :D
anws , HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER ! :D thanks for the perfume . [ i was suppose to give her present today but , she was the one who gave me a gift . HAHAH . ]
HAH ! till here then . byebye . :D
Oh .
Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @ 7:20 PM
First of all , I wanna say , I Love My Usual Crews .
Felt as if , world is ending soon .
I love my Family , Friends , Cousins , Friends .
I dont wanna lose them . I realised , how bad they treat me but they are still someone , i love that i really dont wanna lose .
How bad they behaved , How bad they treat me , How bad their attitude , I still love them .
I realised , we live in this world just for a while and we're gonna be living this world in anyway , at any age . We will still be his . We will still end up in his hands .
We live , to help people , to love people , to get a life and to show how great we are .
And , at the end , we will go to him , we will gonna be his again .
The one who bring us to this world .
In everyday life , we have problems and that is what i call , Ujian ataupun Dugaan dari nya .
Ups and Downs in life .
To Twinneh , who is facing evol problem , we , your usual crews , will always be there for you . Your up or your down . Let go what you cant hold on to anymore .
Its the best , that is what written in your diary of your life from him .
Accept whatever gonna happen and whatever is it , your mum , is still , your heroine , she is still your saver . Be Happy and Smile for the Best .
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Ex Peps outing :-
Date/Day : 19/3 , Thursday OR 20/3 Friday . [ choose one ]
Time : 1-6pm
Meeting Place : Infront of PEPS , block 160 .
Anything , text me OR call my house phone .
-Shekyn
ex peps gathering !
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EX PEPS !
day : thursday / friday / saturday . [ choose a day ]
time : 1-6pm
place : somewhere around Bukit Batok .
calling for all ex peps , my batch .
NOT only to the people in the picture , but more of them yeah . heh ! :D
anything , text me to my hp or call me to my house phone . :D
in anyway , this week , there is a day that we gonna meet up , wtva is it , whether you can or you cannot . we will still be having this gathering session .
HAH ! :D
-rulcrazshikzxz
IM BACK ! heh .
Sunday, March 15, 2009 @ 12:38 PM
PEOPLE . IM BACK . THE CAMP WAS SUPER FUN yet SUPER TIRING . IT WAS SUPERB FUN ! (: Nothing much to say but yeah , too much things happen during the camp . heeee . & I left thursday and friday to take a rest during this 1 week hols . ergh . damn . kay , heh . till here . bye ~ :D
gonna be away . dont have to miss me . dont be like my twinneh , PERASAN ajerh . (:
Friday, March 13, 2009 @ 10:28 PM
peeps , i will be away , during the weekends , gotta go to camp . =.=' heh . but nevermind . i will be back on sunday ! :D
twinneh , thanks and good luck too . (:
Are you a twilight hater or lover?
Your Result: you are a true twilight fanatic
you loved the series.you loved the book.you have posters t shirts and buttons of twilight.twilight is your passion.the movie strengthen it.even though i took u a while to read the books it was so worth it and your happy you did it.
went to Changi Museum , Johore Battery & Kranji War Cemetery (?)
OH . I DONT WANNA SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THE TRIP .
Its so sad and I ANTI-Japanese . :D
Oh , I love you , soldiers . :D
Hols gonna be so pack .
NCDCC camp , outing with Aidil & friends , Class outing , many more ...
till here i guess , not much things to share yeah ?
so yeah . bye ~ :D
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We make our paths,
We're independent.
We dump our boyfriends.
And we do our hair anyway we would like.
We figure out, that we are attractive.
And we look around,
And now we love to live the single life.
And then we tell ourselves we'll never fall in love again.
But then he comes around and suddenly we understand,
That we have never really been in love before.
And suddenly you know what all the love songs that they write are wrong about,
And suddenly you don't care if its right or wrong as long as he's around,
And suddenly the things that used to sound cliche are perfectly right in your eyes
Oh, perfectly right with this guy.
I know its weird,
But we are connected.
And in some strange and crazy way I think,
That we have always been
And now he's here,
And he says he loves me.
And it feels so right,
In fact it feels so good that I can't sleep at night.
But I just told myself I will not fall in love again.
But he just came around and yeah he made me understand,
That I have never really been in love before.
And suddenly you know what all the love songs that they write are wrong about,
And suddenly you don't care if its right or wrong as long as he's around,
And suddenly the things that used to sound cliche are perfectly right in my eyes
Oh, Perfectly right when he's here.
And yes,I know you might get impatient
But look around he might be walking right in front of you.
And if he touches you and you feel your skin is burning,
Kisses you and you feel your stomach turning,
He's the one,
He's the one.
And suddenly you know what all the love songs that they write are wrong about,
And suddenly you don't care if its right or wrong as long as your baby's around,
And suddenly the things that used to sound cliche are perfectly right in your ears.
Perfectly right when he's there,
Perfectly right when he's there,
Perfectly right with this guy there.
Song : Suddenly By Ina .
Oh . I Love The Song . :D
PS: doesnt meant im in love now . lol . x)
oh damn . bored .
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 8:34 PM
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
damn . okay . really ive got nothing to say . hah . okay , skewl as usual . so boring manzsx . but MT was quite interesting . Tok Yem , brought us to the dance studio and we learned how to dance the tarian zapin and this will continue till thursday . HEH ! after skewl , had a trip to Peranakan Museum . i get so excited because wanna look at that Taranula Scarynss' aunt's portrait . lol . heh . If you dont know to is Taranula , he's K . lol . everything was interesting but if was so boring because the guider talks so slow and so boring without any expression and there i go super sleepy there . heh . but overall interesting . (: and , yeah , mereke dah melampau sekali . semoge dpt balasan yg lebih kejam dari itu . AMIN ! heh . " tu orang nyebelin banget sih, lain kali kalau dia ngomong, jangan di ladenin deh ! " HAHAHAHA ! aku suker itu sentence given by Kirawan . HAHA ! :D thanks banget ya kirawan . (: till here then ~ BYE ! :D
That I'm not a princess, This ain't a fairytale, I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet, Lead her up the stairwell, This ain't Hollywood, This is a small town, I was a dreamer before you went and let me down, Now it's too late for you and your white horse, To come around .
WHAT A GOOD , NICE and COLD MONDAY !! :D
Monday, March 9, 2009 @ 6:22 PM
USUAL CREW , ILY !
wellohs readers !
FIRSTLY , Happy Birthday Syawal ! :D haha . first time in history this yr , my monday was nice ! (: haha . school was as usual , early in the morning , Sha , Radhiyah and me was doing our duty at the side gate . haha . lol . it was so cold and im having cold and something actually happened . im sorry , asyraf and faez . (: heh ! i was laughing like there's no tmrw and yeah , i cant remember why i laughed . if i remember also , i wont be stating here . dangerous ! lol . after skewl , had briefing on wed's battlefield trip . omg , i was like crying , naseb lah tak flood pat situ . hah . seriously , how come the japanese so cruel one ! walandeyh . aku dah lah emotional semcm pat situ , the thinggy just made me cry . haiyo . how can they kill a baby which really not wrong or even did a sin to them . ( english aku terok , phm2 lah ) . serious siak . haiyo . JAPANESE SO CRUEL ONE !!! okay , after that ... today , kept on laughing and laughing and laughing . haiyo . now , this second , i felt so sick ! kepala gue pusing banget ! and feverish gyto loh ! aiyo . today was just nice , till i forgotten what actually happen . lol . today's post actually i just wanna say abt PAKA . to . . .
P : im sorry to really hurt you . im so sorry and i know , you ald can forget abt me . jyeah ? (: A : thank you for realising how hard is it for me to choose between you and the rest , ty again for understanding my situation . thank you for 'loving' me all this while . (: K : hah ! you're the survivor jyeah ? lol . its nice knowing you . really ! i really feel comfy chatting with you always . and yeah , congrates for being the survivor thats still surviving . :D ;p A : im really sorry and if what actually happen between us few days back , really gonna end our friendship , i really would let it be because if thats the way it is , we really cant change it . im sorry , but really i didnt mean what i did because , im just doing the best for me and you . for the sake of someone else , for not having somekind of war with the someone but really , if this is the way that is stated for us , then im fine with that . im so sorry . and i really hurt a few guys this yr , im all this for the sake of the him and me . i really cant accept one of them when i really cant love them or i just dont love them . i dont wanna play around with anyones' heart . what goes around , comes around . and i dont like it . im really sorry guys . im so weak when coming to this love kind of thing . but to K , i really dont know whats really up to us . so yeah .
till here . bye .
MAK COMBLANG JATUH CINTA !
Sunday, March 8, 2009 @ 1:19 PM
wellohs !
damn . yesterday night was nice . today was damn boring . mom , went to visit aunty in JB with aunty and uncle . i wanted to went out today , too bad , idk who to go out with and idk where to go , Shafiqa , going out with fam . so nvrmnd . and today ? i guess , gonna stare at this laptop for hours . yeah ? lol . haha . and yes , yesterday , i was supposed to go somewhere around sgp , to meet DIDICAZLI ! too bad , because im not in the mood , i cancelled it and its sad because its like 1 month + , i havent meet Didi ! *sob sob* heh ! but nevermind . takder rezki lah kans . and the video up there . its so touching . aku mau jadi MAK COMBLANG dan JATUH CINTA ! :D heheh . this show , Mak Comblang Jatuh Cinta . so the touching . heheh .RICKY is also in this show , thats why ! lol.the story actually quite long , malas aku nak critekan , psl aku tawu tkder orang nak amek tawu . lol . so yeah . heh . and i like the part from 5:00 till the end . they are so cute . heheh ! :D lol . and yeah , talking abt indonesia yeah ? i learned some new meanings of the words , from Kirawan . its nice and fun knowing all this . heh . okay , till here since ive got nothing to tell . so yeah . out . bye ~ :D
" ku hanya tak ingin kau dengan yang lain , yang lain biar bermimpi , ku mahu kau selalu , selalu bersama ku , bersama ku kau bahagia . kini ku makin merasakan , hidup ini indah bersamamu dan ku hancur tanpa dirimu . biarkan aku memberimu suka selama ku masih ada di dunia ini , engkau , hanya milikku . . . "
I WANT THIS SONG !
Pencemburu by Element . :D
Oh . SO RANDOM!
Saturday, March 7, 2009 @ 6:25 PM
Wellohs Readers ! :D
Okay , nothing much today . heh ! Went to send Cousin sister to Mendaki . Then , went home and Sha asked me out . So we went to JP , she bought her assesment book , off to lib then went to fetch cousin sis . After that , Sha and Fatin went to JP to meet their mother , me and cousin sis went home . And yeah , today kind suck but doing fine lah . heh ! the video up there is RICKY HARUN and HIS GIRFRIEND , Chelsea Olivia reminding the couple(s) out there about something and they said there was like . . . .
. Harus Saling Percaya !
. Bisa Saling Komunikasi !
. Sama-Sama Sayang !
Reminder !
. Say NO to Drug & Sex !
Haha . So so random of me to post this kind of thing but idk , gare2 Ricky , aku jadi gini . Hah ! siak . Okay peeps . Shikin out . Bye ~ :D
Stay Happy People .
Love your life , Love what you have now . (:
how hurtful ?
Friday, March 6, 2009 @ 9:39 PM
hello ! haha . those pic up there was like last year decembers' one . i forgotten to transfer till this year , march . lol . my irritating cousin sister and myself . she's trying to follow what i was doing . hah .
okay , skewl was fine but im kind off not in the mood because of redhill . hah !
today , was nice but eventually , behind the story is was not nice at all . haiyah . so sad .
NCDCC wasnt nice to me , i mean , im not in the mood so im not in the mood to do wtva stuff .
get back home and im so tired . im sleepy . yeah ? hah . problems !
. usual crew ( settled ! )
. P.A.K.A ( not sure . )
it suck alot !! oh man . serious shit . haiyah . not in the mood to post actually , so its a short post .
RICKY HARUN ATTACHED TO CHELSEA OLIVIA ? OHMY ! IM SO HEARTBROKEN !
HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA ! :D
now , i wanna do research on VAMPIRE . not for any school project but for myself . LOL .
till here . bye ~
untitled .
Thursday, March 5, 2009 @ 8:05 PM
Ricky Chilnady Pratama Harun . Ricky suker flirt ! ( hahahaha ! ) . I love this guy (?) !
heylo peeeps .
kindda not in the mood to post anything because today skewl seems to be NOT fine .
really . haiyah . dol betol .
okay . damn . lessons was boring and always kena nag one sama itu cikgu . ergh .
today , teachers seems to be moodless or bad mood . so yeah .
IM NOT READY FOR NCDCC TOMORROW AND IT SUCK !
kay bye . :D
oh . im so afraid .
Wednesday, March 4, 2009 @ 3:55 PM
oh my freaking cute idol . hah . being random here . haha . in skewl now and yes , dont have any extra classes or anything actually , but i just dont want to go home because i know my mom gonna be nagging at me for the another whole hours (?) . skewl was fine today , kind off great . first lesson was PE , for the very first time i was kindda active in sports . hah , in the hall , we were suppose to do 10 sit up and run ( shuttel run [?] ) do 10 sit up again and run again . haha . lol . after that , went to the long jump area , i was afraid i cant do it because the __________ was slippery and im afraid i might fall . so yeah . at last , i did it ! haha . siak . after that , played football/futsal ? and yeah , first time int this , i eventually NOT afraid of the ball , hard soccer ball . yeah ! haha . it was fun , really ! Mr Pang was " how come you girls play soccer one ? " *confused* haha . then we just continued with our game . hah ! after that had MT , okay lah kan . after recess was english then maths then science then LSA . hah . everything was fine today . ohmy , im so afraid to face all this reality . oh nooooooo ! damn . i love going to skewl now because of certain reasons , too bad , when i saw those guys , im kind off afraid to stepped into reality because im afraid to answer them . OH NO MANZSX ! ive got no answer , seriously , guy , please . give me more time . i really cant accept one and the rest i just ignore , its really so not fair . i know how it felt . so yeah . please really do give me time . im sorry if the fact , really gonna be so sad . JUST SMILE , BE HAPPY AND LETS FACE THE CONSEQUENCES TOGETHER ! :D *random* till here . bye ~
im sorry A.A.K love .
how my day go again ? hah .
Tuesday, March 3, 2009 @ 7:56 PM
wellos peeeps !
oh man . im so tired . okay , skewl was fine . (: but i love it , in skewl just now , what i wish and straight away those wishes came true . lol . so random . haha . okay . first period was maths , failed my maths test . damn . i didnt finished up 4 qn if not , i pass ald siaaak . ish ! so not fair , i guess , timing was just so no right . it was kind off fast for me . after that science , yeah man ! passed my test . happy akuu . (: after recess , no more with Shafiqa , all alone , she gotta go off from skewl to somewhere . after that was literature , nothing great . after that was english , went to comp lab and gotta typed out my essay on drug . haha . siak . Syafiq was wayy much much so the freaking slow when he was typing . I was paragraph 3 and he is still on paragraph 1 . He was having some kind of prob with his work , he's always like that . So yeah . I understand . lolzsx . after that was pw eh ? yeah . planned out things for presentation on our own culture , had history , damn . super boring . eventually , my test was just pass , got 18 . i love the number . how sad right the marks ? hah . nevermind . gotta starve and starve . gotta collect money for many things this month . so many things to buy . haiyoh . mati lah aku . kelaparan lah ehs . hah ! :D till here . let me end here . byes ~ :D
i realised hopes get higher but afterall , when stepping into reality , its actually gets harder to get what you wanted without effort yeah ? haiyah . but im still doing fine . (: im not sad because i can see why . heh . (: to Shafiqa :- cheer up girlfie ! :D whats gone , you cant take it back . so yes , just be happy and pray hard for him . being with him is the best way for him yeah , maybe . semoge dirahmati allah . amin . (: SMILE BESTIE SMILE ! :D
a great day ey ?
Monday, March 2, 2009 @ 7:46 PM
VICKY ! I WANNA BE THE ONE SITTING BESIDE THIS HAWT GUY !
helloh welloh ! lol . first of all . HAPPY BIRTHDAY AJMAL FARAHI ! :D hah ! hmm , i guess my prediction about my day just for today was kind off wrong . jyeah ? lol . nvrmnd . i guess , im quite happy today . lol . since morning , i felt abit weird , i kept on laughing and laughing and the most important thing is that . i dont know why because everything seems funny to me today . so i just laugh to make me feel better . early in the morning , Sha or Radhiyah asked me, " Shikin , whats wrong with you ? " and i guess , i didnt answer that question because i dont have the answer . Today many people said im weird and i like that . lol . random . haha ! :D celebrated Ajmal's bdae after skewl at the playground just below Ajmal's block . So yeah . Sorry Ajmal cant get anything for you . Tak berkesempatan . Tengok lah next week kan . hah ! siak ! Skewl was doing fine today . YEAYYYY ! im happy because Sha and me , officially a SC , we get our badges ald . hah . kay . *zip mouth* ? im sicked of my mum , im sicked of sitting at home and always kena nag . mom i just hate you when you compared me with sisters . what so good about them ? they are no better than me . AKU CEREWET biler part MAKANAN , she expects me to eat her food which i dont like . when i cooked something else when she ald cook , she will compare me with sis lah , saying that , my sisters ate what she cook lah .... wth ? i have my own taste . everytime i eat her food what ? then , once in a while , cook for myself , is it so wrong ? ergh . how i wish , i could like packed up my things and just run away from house , go somewhere far when nobody can see me . hah . kindda bored now . so people . i really dont know what to post . please let me leave now . till here . bye ~ :)
outing today .
Sunday, March 1, 2009 @ 9:57 PM
yawzxs !
hah ! omg . today was quite a tiring day . morning started of =__________= . seriously . mom nagged at me do this and that and im like so tired . yesterday , slept at 11/12 + ? TER-woke up around 5 because having cold . my cold just stopped me from sleeping back . so yeahs . having a bad cold . stewps ! around 5+ slept back and a box of tissue was beside me . hahaha ! :D woke up around 9+ . do some stuffs and get ready to go to arab/north brigde rd ? bugis lah kans . heh . Planned to went study with Sha . too bad , i gotta follow sisters to Bugis to get some clothings for next yr sis wedding . haiyah . 1+ spending on clothings and stuffs . Went to eat at Banquet at Raffles Hosp . yeah ? My cold was super irritating . ergh . till now , its still bad . hah ! day was good but boring but also its bad for me because im sick . having cold and like feverish . im super cold . although today it rain really heavily . hahah ! but im still freezing cold like hell . after that , i felt so weak , sicked and cold when going back to boon lay . so sat down inside MRT , and lay to the glass wall . lay or lye or l__? ( correct or not ? ) . Went to jurong point for a while , sisters wanna buy somethings and sister give me 20 bucks for me to spend anything . hah ! i thought today no rezki because day seems bad , but i guess . rezki di maner2 . lol . amin eh . (: hah . after that , went home and here am i , posting some kind of stewpit post . lol . going to skewl tmrw ! .. and i dont think i have the mood to go to skewl because its really gonna be the sad week this week . i guess , ive just predict my week for this coming days . oh , how sad ? till here . bye ~
i apologised for making you guys giving up on me . im so sorry for not returning the love you've given me . im so sorry , i didnt mean to hurt you guys . i know im wrong for opening my heart for someone that i know i couldnt get . im so sorry guys for making you guys so hurt and giving up on me . i cant love 2-3 person at one go . so for the best , being far to the rest . let me love someone else who is not loving me than i love one of you guys and not loving the others back although i know love cant be force . im so sorry again . let me find my love . im so sorry . . .
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A lady who will go crazy over something thats related to vampires or fangs .
18 May 95 .
Weird . Crazy . Sarcastic .