Gotta get there with you .

yes ! i love this picture . (: i wld prefer this pic than my previous pic that was also post in january , a few weeks ago , (title: first day in school year 2009 , 2 jan , Friday ) . haha . if you can see the difference . lol .

YES ! he wear my favourite colours .

black , red & white ! (:

haha . siak !

go out with , lala , sha , fathin & her sha's parents . sidah was suppose to follow , but , her reasons was kindda long , so , i dont wanna type out . haha . siak .
we go to sun plaza , bought out scrapbooking things , Sha's item was 60+ , whooooo ~
Lala's item was 14+ , mine was 25+ . haha . we bought less than 10 things and it cost like that , goood right ? bankrupt siak . haiyah . lols . after that , go somewhere lah , this small mall , which is like , soo the useless , nothing there , and we crap around there . hahs !
you know us . (: then , off to jp , BK , and eateateat ! hah !
lols , walked around abit here and there . then off to lib for awhile , and home sweet home .
superh the ngantok ! slept at 2+ yesterday , and woke up at 10+ . ngantok siak .
kay . hahaa . still diff to upload my pic with Didi . (exclusive) . haha . SIAK ! kidding .
serious lah , this thing just stuck ! stewps ! hahs !
imsuppppperrsleeeeeeeeeeeeepy !
enjoy the pics yaw ! ( at last , can upload ! ) haha . siak .
bye ~~

oh , im moving on , yes , with my idols around me . lol .

@ 1:27 AM

hello !

okay yes , its now , 1.31am , and i cant sleep . keep on thinking what actually happen yesterday , keep on smiling , like you-know-what-i-mean . haha . siak . gilerzsxzsx !
haha . okay . YES ! yesterday was superb ! superduperfun ! i really enjoyzsx !
MyMrVampire wears my fav clr , black , white & red . (:
haha . siaksiak ! hawt siak . *melts* . seriously , he's so hawt . kay yes , im blinded by his hawtness and his voice . whooooooooo ~ !
seriously , idk what to say now . im like just so speechless .
Ady Cradle was there , Taufiq & Ashraf ( winner of Ma'wa Idol ) , was there too .
yes , got a shot with Didi . As usual , so many great things , happen to me yesterday .
what a great day . (:
i will update picture soon , having somekind of probs uploading the pics . so check it out soon . haha . siak !
anw , Happy Birthday Khai . Last Long with your girlfie aites . (:
hoho . yes , i miss that guy , again . kindd off sleepy , just let me sleep , im afraid i cant wake up later on , mum gonna be naggggggg at me ! , haha .
insyallah , later on , going out with Lala , Sha & Sidah , gonna have some fun(s) . lol .
bubbbye peeeeeeeeeps .

oh , fate or coincidence ?
crush or love ? :D

Jangan Pernah Berubah ST12 .

Friday, January 16, 2009 @ 11:07 PM

you know what , i cant sleep siak . hahs .
thinking about idk what ?
and , im hoping for nothing ?
im wishing for something but idk ?
my eyes just cant close and just go to sleep .
now , im listening to Jangan Pernah berubah ST12 , and , its distracting me , but i just cant live without listening to this song , if i want to listen to this song , although this song hurt so much . ahyah . im waiting for tmrw . the best day ever in this yr can ? please . hah . (:
~
Biarkan waktu teruslah berputar,
Mencintai kamu penuh rasa sabar,
Meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan,
Ku ikhlas ‘tuk bertahan,
Cintaku padamu begitu besar,
Namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan,
Malah kini kau ucapkan selamat tinggal,
Membuat keresahan,
Meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan,
Hingga ku jatuhkan airmata,
Kekecewaan ku sungguh tak berarah,
Biarkan ku harus bertahan,
Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah,
Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah,
Ku relakan yang indah dalam hatinya .

bye ~ (:

damn it .

@ 5:31 PM

hello .

seriously , today , was fine for me . too bad , some ppl just make my day ~~~~ just like that .
yes , haha . today , everything go fine . yes , tinggal satu sahaje yg A . so yes .
~ Shafiqa - Happy Always eh bdk . Dont fear . (:
~ Nabila - i know its hard for you , but yes , till now , its also hard for me to accept all this , but you know , all this takes time . I will be there for you girlfie . ALWAYS . (:
~ Rasidah - Buat lah keputusan yg baek iyerh , pilih lelaki yg baek siket . (:
and yes , if im not the one with patience , i think i will just break it off , just like that .
too bad , i gave chances alot , but yes , the chances , just gone like that , since 2 days ago .
and yes , I GAVE UP ON YOU ! serious shit . & I HATE YOU . yes , i hate you . Dont have to know the reasons why . You shld think of yourself why im hating you .
stewpit stuff like that , sldnt be happening . =.='
after skewl , go to gp , around 1 hr ltr , meet lala , sidah , zaza , rasyidah & rafiq . heh .
wth , rafiq dance with so many songs , okay , he crapp alot !
and , otw wanna go to skewl , have CCA fair . Lala , on the song , A Little Too Not Over You .
and yes , i was listening to Jangan Pernah Berubah , and A.L.T.N.O.Y , just distract me .
so yes , haha . Rafiq , Lala , Sha , Sidah witness that i shouted loudly , hearing that song .
and , Lala , Sha was like , okay , i understand . and yes , there i go shouting again .
serious lah , _ _ _ _ _ ! kay , CCA fair , was FUN ! haha , shout here and there , explaen this and that . hoho . and yes , im so the melting . hooooooo ~ kay , haha . siak .
and most of the sec 1's give the positive response to us . haha . gooooooood ! (:
and me and sha , contributing the NCDCC . lah kans ? something like that .
and yes , they need our help ! tu lah kan , dasar ! tknk lagi suro sec 2's become the contributer ? we gave our best shots and yes , they give us the positive response . (:
haha . thanks to me & sha , the good speaker . haha . siak . eh , its true ?
selamer braperh jam tu , the one who kept on talking was me & sha .
and , the rest just show the demo , and the rest , just look at me & sha talk .
haha . seriously . lol . kay , nehmind . lost ~ & he was there ! (:
oh yeah , i have this dream just now , and , i cant remember what actually happen in the dream , but it involved 'somebody' , and i believe , what i dreamt , will actually happen in the future , i cant remember bcoz , it will happen in my future . so yeah . whoo ~
sungguh malas nk type more . haha . and yes , why does he gave me that ________ smile ?
haha . siak je . he so the weirdd . kay nehmind . he's cute though . lols .
till here lah ahha ?
bubbye peeeps !

Left Less Than 12 hours , to Meet Him ! :D

She said , "let forget what happen alright , the more it goes on , the more dissapointment , so just shuttup and go on life"

biar kau pergi , dan meninggalkan ku , ku rela kau pergi , dan jangan menyakiti ku lagi .

yes , another day .

Thursday, January 15, 2009 @ 3:48 PM

yaw !

hoho . go back earlier today , not in the mood . school go on as usual .
today , in the morning , my life so bright yet so silent . abit dark lah kan .
super silent . do duties as usual , yes , i myself must admit , im really not in the mood just now . pple keep on asking me why , and i kept asking myself , shld i answer ? so yeah , i just shuttup , since i dont wanna reveal anything . maybe i did to Sha . thanks Sha for listening to my stewpit stories , and when anyone asked me ' Shikin , you okay ? ' , and again , my answer was ' okay (?) ' , you know , im being sarcastic , and luckily , they know im being sarcastic .
now , me , myself , feel wierd , why am i sooooooooooooo sad , sooooooo dissapointed deeep down my heart . heh . shikin lah katekan , the wierd girl ever gyto loh . (;
heh . this few days , a week ago , many 'wierd' things , happened to me . so yes .
hope you understand the situation . (:
after skewl , bought something , and sit at the 'tempat tk senonoh' , which is not at all .
Sha and me , chill there , and yes , there is a China kid and the grandfather lah kan , haha .
SUPERTHEFREAKINGCUTELILKID ! he have this cheeky look , cheeky smile , which makes me wanna pinch his cheek super hard ! haha . but no lah , later he cry , i die . hahs .
and yes , early in the morning , inside the car , heard this song , Jangan Pernah Berubah by ST12 . oh , im sooo in love with that song , and my current blog song , which is Matahariku by Agnes Monica . oh , yes , thanks to him (again) for me showing me all those things . (;
im so gonna change my blog song soon . (: enjoy yaws . heh .

bubbye blog readers . (:

yes , thanks god , although im hurt , but i figured out something , that actually make sense to me . and yes , let go on life . and let you go on with your life too .
too bad , only god knows , what deep down my heart now . haiyah . i had enough , boy . now , i figured out , im wrong , to thought what were you to me .
im so wrong . haiyah . you're so not you .

hah . a wonderful , surprising day . =.='

Wednesday, January 14, 2009 @ 8:19 PM

hello .

let me delete my previous post that i posted today , in the evening , and let me post something nice that happen today . serious saddening to read my previous post . hah .
in the morning , i was hoping he showed me something that will be happening to me today .
he did , thanks to him ( theONE&ONLYgod ) . in the morning , days started great . although Sha was sad with what that happened to her yesterday , somehow i guess , i did make some jokes which makes her laugh . but idk whether its sarcastic , maybe no lah kans . heh .
then , when Sha & me was standing beside the girls toilet , beside canteen , Tok Yem , walked passed us . He turned and look at me , before i cld do anything , he smiled and say ' Good Morning ________ . ' . I didnt expect that morning to be 'nice' for me . but i guess , its nice for Sha , coz she kept laughing , and she did actually spread wat Tok Yem did , to Lala , thanks eh Sha , welcome (: . dasar itu anak ! memalukan . ( nk muntah siak ) .
and she even said i got scandal with you-should-know-who . eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew !
eew , tkder taste siak . seriously . its better for me to go off with the 18 yrs old guy then , you-should-know-who . eew ! siaksiaksiak !
school goes great , and eventually , rezki aku jgk harini , since Khai wanna borrow my science textbook , so yes , Khai was otw going to the locker , and yes , Sha wanna take HER HARRY POTTER book . So i might as well pass Khai my sci txtbk . When he was on his way to his class , i gave him , and give a a slow smacking , which i think its not pain at all .
and he even said that , its like not smacking . so yeahs . and i did say thankyou to him , since he want me to say so bcoz of something . so 2 cabaran done , except for 1 , which is slapping his face . Just now , i have so many chances , which its hard for me to actually swing my hands to his cheek , and give him 'this' smack . so yeahs . hah .
after school , off to woodlands with Sha , meet Azizi , and Darwin was there too .
Yes , Sha was so afraid , haha . cant reveal why . so yesyesyes .
and around 5 around there , home sweet home . (:
and i received a surprise which i didnt wanted , and i cld actually confirm it now that the thing it true .
& i wish , i cld go on my life starting this second , with my bestfriendszxs . (:
till here , wanna watch M.A.T . Zaibaktian & Zulazmie ( my bro ) .
so yes . bubbye blog readers . (:

yes , the previous post i said i hate you , but i guess , i was lying to myself ( all over again ) . haiyah . sooner or later , everything will end .
and i accept fate .

fate fate fate fate !

& another day with sadness in heart .

Tuesday, January 13, 2009 @ 6:08 PM

hey hello .

oh , today was boring . & yes , the day started real bad for me . inside car , the song that i listened to was ' kembali pulang ' , make me soo flashing back , and yeahs , i hate it so much . yes , class go on as usual , MT class was boring but funny & craps alot .
that tok yem uh , seriously man , memalukan masyarakat _________ ?
he was teaching us peribahasa , and , he wanna show the action about this peribahasa like if you can dance , you can dance anywhere you want , and wtva again . so he danced for us .
TARIAN OIE ! , i wanna laugh too bad , im maintaining my laughter . haha . siak .
many more stewpit things happened in MT class lah . anw , tok yem , thanks for the sweet eh . samer samer . after skewl , something happen to sha , and i wont be revealing it here without sha's permission . heh . so yeah , NASEB KAU . then , when we was about to get out from skewl , sha pass me something , which makes me go emotional , and there shikin go crying abit . its so hurtful okay . seriously . naseb baek , aku tk melalak . kay tkperh .
then , off to lib , then , khai was there , i mean , he reached there after sha , shud & me .
so yes , we do our own work , after that , khai came , too bad , he sat on a different place . but near . heh , and shud was like ' shikin kau gi lah teman dier . ' , and i said ' eh , tknk uh siak . eerrrr . ' , so yes , at last khai sat at his place alone , doing his hmwk . earpiece plugged in the ear , but i know , no song , he didnt play his music i guess . haha . lol . then , sha saw this cute lil boy . haha . he was doing so many cute , adorable , funny things , that made sha , shud & me laugh so hard until our stomach cram . seriously , that boy was super adorable .
haha . and i planned to do ' misi yang diberi ' oleh bestfriend aku tuh kan . the cabaran .
too bad , aku tk dpt selesaikan nyer harini , psl he is always away gyto . and i wont be approaching him and do the cabaran was given . heh . maybe some other good time .(:
haha . okay , so many things to buy , POKAI oi POKAI ! kay , haha .
MyMrVampire showcase , for 1 hr , at sgp expo , hall 6 , from 4-5pm . (:
oh , im so gonna be going there . haha . (:
anw , khai , thanks for the ______________ . welcome . (:
anw , forgotten to say ty to khai just now , since he want me to say ty to him , infront of him . heh , tk kesampaian lagi lah nampaknyer . heh .
kay bye .

broken hearted girl .

Monday, January 12, 2009 @ 9:01 PM

oh yes . just let me talk something here . seriously shit .
im having fever lah siak . damn it betol . coz when i cry badly , not that bad lah , surely i got fever . superh cold oie . dont wanna take medicine lah kans . heh . shikin lah kans . heh .
people having rlship problems , haiyah . sedih aku tgk kawan2 aku ni . haish .
fatefatefatefatefatefatefate !
why must we actually face all this things , this heartbroken thinggy .
oh , im tired to just keep waiting . what does all that suppose to mean to me ?
wtva the things you said . its very hurtful for me to know and listen to all those stupid stuff that wasnt meant anything for me . im giving up very soon . i hope i wont , but you are just making me stop all this , although god knows , deeep down my heart , i will keep loving and waiting . you know my thoughts of you , you know me very well .
being the best in my heart . this thing seriously bothering me so much . so yeah .
again , im just gonna act normally and shuttup my mouth . do anything as if nothing actually happen to me , with a fake smile . (: so yes . why do happiness come at the wrong time ? one qn in my mind .

accepting someone who love you

or

waiting for someone who you love ?

hoho . what a day .

@ 5:32 PM

gadis itu .

suria hatiku .

nafasku .

hello hello ! (:

okay , let me post Taufik's video , when he performed at JP1 . but its not me who video-d it . so yes , its one of the fiknatics' , so yeah , im at the middle side . so yes , the video-er was at my right side but behind side . heh . so yes . just post it for fun . i love some parts , nafasku & suria hatiku . HAHAHA . :D *wide smile*
so yes , school started okay lah . haha . im sry sha , was a lil late . heh . ader emergency siket pat rumah . so yeah . reached school around 655am . rush use my tie , and , accompany sha buy her drinks . kay , then do our duties , off to class , having EL , HY , MT , Maths & CE.siak , in MT class , aku kene habes habesan siak . dasar yeah ! hahs ! dgn si Tok Yem tu .ish ! and he gave me this poem or something , too bad , now , idk where is it . haha siak .just now borrow sidah the paper , then lost ~ . baekkan . pdhl itu poem bermakner siak utk aku . haha . after school , meet our senior , i mean , the other student councillors about the sec 4 thinggy , thank god , i was not job-bed it . after that i was suppose to accompany sha to go to woodlands , since she wanna meet azizi , siol , jauh siak . kay , but it was cancelled due to not much time left , have the meeting , then , go to woodlands , then go study . leceh kan ?
so yeah , meet azizi tmrw je lah eh . okay . haha . siak . since going to woodlands was cancelled , take bus , go to jp , heh , COINCIDENCE-ly , met rasidah & lala at banquet . heh .
i wanted to buy my drink , then , saw rasidah , haha . ( bgs eh , empat2 tipu , kate je otw gi lib , pdhl gi jp . siak ) . then , drink here and there . off to lib , at lib , do our works , and around 3 + lala wanna go off , the mother mad ald . same as rasidah . heh .
after a few minutes , me and shafiqa left the lib too . reached home . and there i go on the laptop . haha . and yes , im really hoping that sha & lala wld actually berbaek dgn nat siket , siket je lah kans . okay girlfies ? tk baek , ber____________ mcm gynie ?
[ please insert the correct word inside the blank . haha . ]

to khai ( my bestfren =.=' ): wait and see what i will gonna be doing tmrw . heh . *smack&slap* . amcm ? *evil smile* . (:

let me just add something :

heh . a few days ago , i started to watch a new sinetron title ' Jelita ' . the sinetron awesome lah jgk kan , aku msh boleh hidup tgk cerite tu psl BAYU<3>heh . the actor & actress , is Bayu ( tk tawu namer sebenar ) , & Jelita ( Agnes Monica ) . Agnes wanita yg miskin , yg dibenci oleh ibunyer si Bayu but , Bayu & Jelita are in love . haiyah , and Jelita changed Bayu , to actually , like orang2 yg miskin ni . heh . okay , i cant type out more . i wanna watch Bayu . the crite awesome , about love story oiek . mmg senang siket hidup aku kalau ader orng syg aku cm gyto . haha . SIAK !

enjoy the vid okays . heh .
till here yaw . bubbye ~ ! (:

you're so hard to forget ~

only with TB . (:

Saturday, January 10, 2009 @ 9:14 PM

YAW !

yeayyaaaaaaaaaa ! wanna thank taufik for the surprises . heh . (: reached at jp1 around 455pm , go to the usual place taufik have his show lah kans , find for kak las .
and yeah , the security guard , one word , WOW ! , kay haha , he let me & kak tutty in .
i tell you , the place like super market already , super the many the people . heh .
then waited for taufik's appearance around 30 - 35 mins . hah . then , tiber2 pat belakang aku situ , but on my right side , taufik kluar , aku dh mcm *shouting&keepshouting* . haha .
then , he run up the stage , and im worried , where is kak tutty . HAHA . siaksiaksiak !
after that , fiza o gave teka teki to taufik , the teka teki lame siak . LAME ! =.='
superLAME ! haha . & taufik sang lagu gadis itu , nafasku & suria hatiku .
haha , then i think the first song , kak tutty came to my area , just behind me .
she tapped me , i was abit shocked , haha . tgh concentrate tgk taufik , dier tapped , terperanjat oie . saw my mum & caca . haha . they were there too . kay , dhen he sang lagu suria hatiku , kan ? yes , in the middle of the song , something good actually happen ( only for me & sisters ). haha , siak ! mimpi manis aku mlm ni . and when lagu nafasku starts , in the middle part , another thing happen , haha . ( only good for me ) . HAHAHA ! (:
let me just cut it short kay , after the show , it was autograph session ald , so kak las & kak tutty , bought 2 more cds . haha . wait , let me count , how many have they bought all together , KAY , COUNTED , around 7-8 cds of Taufik Batisah that kak tutty bought .
ya allah ! bertaubat ! (: then , line up to go up on stage , after that , me , sisters , mum , caca and my my brother in law sister wannabe was there too . haha . we go up stage , kak tutty was the last one , seriously , i dont know whats up with my mum today , she kept on tickling me . dasar . ish ! kay back , kak las go up first , followed by my brother law sis , caca , me , my mum dhen kak tutty . heh . taufik didnt saw kak tutty , busy talking with kak las . HEH .
kak las : hello fik .
taufik : hey . hello *smile* , he turn and saw kak tutty .
taufik : hello tutty . *smile*
kak tutty : hello fik . *smile*
i just keep quite lah kans , coz not my turn yet . heh . kak tutty was standing beside taufik .
so yeah , my turn came .
shikin : hello taufik . *smile*
taufik : hey , hello shikin .
he signed my cd .
shikin : your sandwich nice you know . haha . *smile*
taufik : eh , *laugh* , i guess , you're gonna be eating/making sandwich everyday . *laugh*
shikin : oh , maybe , haha .
siak , muker aku mkn sandwich hari , insyallah lah . haha . siak je ! kesian gyto .
he wrote , for both of the albums , he wrote my name & kak las name .
and sign . heh . for example in the album cover ;
to : shikin
love , taufik ( signature ) .

kay nehmind . haha , then took picture together . haha . all girls , sungguh muker aku burok .
then take our cds , heh . TAUFIK yg hulurkan tangan utk salam dgn kiter .
believe it or not , up to you lah . i mean , common sense , the artist hulurkan tangan ?
it shld be opp , i mean , the fan yg hulurkan tangan kan ? heh .
then , kiter smue dh mcm rebot2 siket , SIKET je . ingat tu !
taufik : ty . *to my brother law sis*
taufik : ty sulastri .
kak las : welcome .
taufik : ty shikin .
shikin : welcome .
taufik : terima kasih cik . *to my mum*
my mum : samer2 , * smile *
caca : *salam taufik*
taufik : terima kasih .
taufik : thanks tutty .
tutty : yeahs , welcome , cya around . bye .
HAHA . we just gave a smile . heh .
when we was about to go , this is what happen .
taufik : ni shikin *with his finger pointing at me* .
taufik : ni sulastri *with his finger pointing at kak las* .
taufik : okay . *giggle*
haha . we were shocked lahs . and , taufik know how to spell my name . good .
then , since kak tutty was hungry , and all of us jgk lah kan . go eat at BK .
after that , walked around , and yes , aku kenek bwk bag tweety bird si caca tu .
memalukan . siak ! kay , today , i saw so many ppl with familiar faces .
aku nampak chegu said ! woo ~ hawt ! - yg dulu dipanggil pondan .
eh , skrg hawt siolszsx ! go banquet for awhile , my bro in law's sis wanan buy food for her fam , so yes , when i was walking , there was a group of guys staring at me , idk why .
i mean , they are OLD guys , bukan mat2 ni smue okay . seriously , i was so scared .
this guy was looking at me , then , he tell his friend , his friend looked at me , then bersambung , there was around 5 guys . menyeramkan siak . kay . then walked around , and go home . haha . siak . actually , all this was all MIRACLE . (:
fatefatefatefatefate ! now , i realised , im like actually keeping more secrets , that kindda suppose to be reveal but i dont/never reveal it . and , actually , it hurts me alot .
coz , now , im like more to care about ppl's heart than my heart you see . so yeah .
when someone asked me something , i will actually change the story to something positive , although it was suppose to be negative . haiyah . shikin shikin . dasar kau !
im being honest . seriously .
kay , i cant upload the pictures yet , coz i have not transfer it , and im kindda lazy wanna ask my sis to transfer it . im tired now , i just need somebody that i really care and someone that i trust alot , let me talk about my stories and him/her can give me comfort thats all .
how i wish it was you . till here peeeps . bubbye ~ ! (:

andainya aku jatuh cinta , akan ku tujukan seluruh nafasku hanya untukmu .

just a story.

@ 3:14 PM

hello hello .

just came back from sending my cuzzin sister to her tuition class .
siak , in the morning , saw neesa & family , saw this 2 chinese guys from peps .
ex pepsian lah kan . at juying sec , saw my junior , from princess & pioneer .
haha . siaksiak . dhen , saw so many mat(rep) . haiyah , saket mati aku tgk kepale drg , phm2 lah . piercing there and here . so many guys lah kan . and ,i guess , i saw my senior . heh .
but not sure betol ke tk . and , now , kindda missing my pri skewl mates alot !
fadly , shawal , mat , isham , dirah , deela , salwa , batrisha , allyshah , ermilia , syaz , aisyah , neesa , walao , many2 more lah kan . haiyah . kay , around 1 half hrs more , to TAUFIK BATISAH ! (: haha . kay , any surprises or not ? (:
oh yes ! kak tutty just told me something about yesterday at sinaran hati emas .
ITS JUST GETTING AMAZING-ER ! haiyah , bertuahnyer kakak2 & abang2 aku tuh .
rezki bebeyh ! (: oh yes another thing ! , yesterday , kak tutty was in tv , wed , my brother pulak lah kan . dlm crite MAT , with Zaibaktian . haha . (:
kay , till here peeeps .

imy my sunshine .

capek deh gue !

Friday, January 9, 2009 @ 8:12 PM

heyhey .

wow , seriously , i have many probs right now , all because of friends & love .
saddening , seriously.
to lala : bersabar kay , whats the best for you , is the best for us too . :D
to sha : bersabar ajer iyerh . everything will be fine . :D
to sidah : we are on your side okay . bersabar je kays . :D
to khai : MY BestBestFriend Loved ! :D
to the others , thanks eh . just wait and see .
again , im sad because of something , haiyah . BESTFRIEND KUH ! aku perlu kamu !
haiyahs . sedih lorhx . kay , today was seriously saddening !
sad . just let me end here . before i cry again . alermaks . kay . bye ~ !

didalam sejuta ku temu , dirimu , yang terindah impianku .. walaupun sesungguhnya diriku tak dapat memiliki dirimu lagi ..

haiyah .

Thursday, January 8, 2009 @ 6:11 PM

heyhey .

okay , just came back from JP . WOW , you know , the outing tu , SUPERB man !
Food was nice . Mr Christian Chua was super funny . haha . every second made us laugh .
haha . the thinggy was very nice . superh lah kans . the best one ever .
oh , nampak nyer , aku dipanggil naek atas stage (lagi) . haha . i was suppose to show how to shake hand or something , and i received a book called ' Teenage Handbook ' , and its about relationships lah . love lah . wtva gyto2 lah kan . haha . actually i planned to buy it , but i got my chance to actually receive that book . go up stage and received that book . haha .
rezki aku dimaner2 . (: (alhamdulillah) . kay , yes , the foods was very nice . i love the pie so much . it has this rich taste . hoho . let me end this .
and yeah , to ShafiQa , CHEER UP YAW !
please , dont ever get sad about him ! PLEASE . ish !
seriously , i experienced what happen to you before , i know its hurtful when you have the hope , you hopes to actually do that thing but its cancelled . so yeah !
i know , i never tell you about all my experience before , coz i dont like it so much to tell ppl abt it . so yes , i just leave it all alone . and handle it all by myself . (:
to azizi , thanks eh . you really made her day . =.='
the way you sound , she can feel how you feel . haiyah .
laen kali , bilang lah siang2 . ish ! let me stop here .
bye ~ !

sleepy !

Wednesday, January 7, 2009 @ 5:26 PM

awwww . *melts*
hello .

haha . at last , im done watching sinetron ' kawin muda ' . haha . its been days i watched that show . oh , i love that show man ! so cute & sweet . haha . okay , sry . heh .
kay , what i had in skewl today , WALAO , sumpah , boring giler . almost asleep in the art room . too bad , im not . the bedtime stories so good uh . x)
haiyah , today is 070109 . haiyah . kay nehmind . after skewl , sha & me straight to pioneer mall . wanna buy something , then , go to our ' tempat tak senonoh ' . before anything , mind dont be dirty . haha . siak , that name was given from shafiqa lah kans . phm2 . that place is where sha & me lepaks . heh . after lepak-ing , we go to the fitness corner and play with the things there abit here & there . i felt tired , so we go home lahs . heh .
YEAY , tmrw go safra country club , LOL . ( belajar mcm ner nk guner knife & fork kaperh ! )
xD kay , haha . just now chat with khai , he sound fishy man . haha . giler siak tu anak .
meet cha tmrw my bapak ( kucing ) . - insyallah kalau dier dtg . so yeah .
haiyah , super sleepy but my eyes just gotta stick to this laptop's screen .
waduh , lapar ni ! , haha . random . kay , watched MyMrVampire's video , haha .
awwww , he sang a song called ' ku pohon restu ayah bonda ' for a grandmother .
idk whose grandma lah kan . haha . touching , the grandma cried coz he sang that song for her , or something ? heh . okay lah . till here . bye peeps . (;

fatefatefatefatefatefatefatefatefate !

coincidence or fate ?

Tuesday, January 6, 2009 @ 4:46 PM

erm .. coincidence or fate ?
okay , i do believe in giving a person 2nd chance , forgiving the someone although how bad they did to me , how it reacts to my life , how bad i suffer because i know that everyone can change into a better person . Although how bad they did to me or to someone else . im typing all this out because im just confused what actually im facing now , is it a coincidence or fate ?
and its all about my love story . and when i compare my prob , whether is coincidence or fate . it actually can be both , or what ? just my feelings ? haiyah .
my prob now , it reacts to my heart , positively okay . i guess . but no hoping for the best lah . im just preparing for the worst (again) . so yeah . haiyah .

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hello .
today seem so bad . and idk why . im kindda not in the mood lahs . but okay lah .
ish , i was hoping for something good and nice in the morning , but it turned out to be not right , wrong and bad . so yeah , thanks eh . so is this fate or coincidence ?
must be fate . haiyah . fate fate fate . im sicked of this . kindda unfair . haiyah .
when can i have fairness & happiness back . ish . seriously sicked . i sound so boosh ~ !
i knew it . too bad . haish .. *giveoneshootonmyhead* .

bye ~

please deh , show me something .

the sweetest thing . (:

Monday, January 5, 2009 @ 5:05 PM

hello hello .

this is the sandwich that was given specially for me from Taufik . :D

this is the stupid face of me with Taufik , when i was super nervous with the camera's infront of me . BANYAK OIEK . haha . & the one in my hand and his hand was the one given specially for me . xD.

kay , yesterday was SUPERB . :D kay , yesterday , sisters & me went to tampiness CC just to meet Taufik (again) . But this time was upclose with Taufik lahs . & he made a sandwich , its ham & egg sandwish , double , he only did one pic but double and he cutted it into 2 .
and ONLY 2 LUCKY person wld get to taste his sandwich . (:
bcoz they have lucky draw , when buying the ticket , there was also food provided .
hahs . good right ? then listen to what Taufik talked . The host for yesterday's event was Hafeez Glamour . -.-' Let me just straight forward , Taufik wear HAWT PINK shirt .
like polo shirt . hahs . EH , I SAW FIRMAN AGAIN LAH SIAK . (;
and all , malas aku nak criter , aku criter pendek je lah ehs . after the qn , after Taufik done with the sandwich , he have to picked out 2 numbers . && , w/o any expectations , i really didnt expect a thing , the first number and the first person was me . AH !
siak , go kak las and me was like super the blank , kak tutty was like ' AH HERE ! ' .
and , im like .... ? speechless & there goes my heartbeating . so the fast .
and i stand , walked slowly to go to Taufik . HAHAHA . siak , malu dok !
walked , then from far Hafeez said ' Eheh , lawaa nyer , anak saperh lah ni , calon kau Fik . '
i was like , AH OKAY . then when i actually reached there , Taufik was smiling lah kan , haha .
i know why , but i really cant reveal why . ahah . siak . Mummy Asmah Laili was there too , and she said something like im lucky or something ?
Hafeez : Namer nyer saperh ni ?
Me : Shikin .
Hafeez : Oh Shikin Yer . Okay , Shikin raser aperh skrg , dpt rase sandwich Taufik buat ?
Me : ( thinking hard , im like so blank ! ) Ntah eh ? Haha . x)
Hafeez : haha , dah tk tawu aperh nak ckp eh kan . haha .
& myself , keep on smiling . too bad , aku grin je , dh tkleyh senyum .
haha . infront of me was all like camera man from berita harian , suria mediacorp tv cameraman , and all the Taufik fans . More than 10 person there OKAY ! SIAK ! ish !
So Taufik approached , and give me this smile , pass me the sandwich , he said something i guess , but i cant actually see or hear . and took picture . OIE , RAMAI ORANG AMEK GMBR LAH DOL ! , somemore the berita harian's cameraman asked me to looked at the camera .
aku pun dh mcm , MALU NYER OIE !
dhen secondly , he passed me the magazine that have his face + signature on it .
KHAS UNTUK PEMENANG AJER . so yeah . and Taufik said ...
Taufik : (smile) kay , mkn tau , dh hbs mkn , piring kasi balik . (with his .... face ) .
Me : (ah , okay . aku tawu aperh niat kau ! haha . - dlm hati ) and i just gave a smile .

then off go back to my sit , without looking at anyone else , and i gave this shocking look at my sisters . haha . they were like so happy lah kan , get to taste the sandwich that Taufik made , tgk lah , saperh yang dptkn . HEH .

the 2nd winner was Taufik's clone . i mean , he won this contest ' ikut gaya Taufik '.
Namer dier Afiq . haha . aku kenal dier . blueh !

haha , yes , i really cant forget what actually Taufik did . ITS SHOCKENING . (: (secret)
haha . okay , after all that , Firman kept on turning around and looked at me , give me this sweet smile . (: he turned again before everything actually ended .
and another turn , when he was about to go home , he stand up , turned around and give me this smile , a wave and a word ' bye ' . awww . kay dah shikin stop it . (:

today lipas ader , tapi dh dibawak lari aku rase . coz when im otw home , i dont even saw a single cockcroach . HAHA . (:
another sweet thing happened today . but , i wont make it that sweet , maybe just coincidence . how about tmrw ? (: i wish .

yesterday & today , sweet thing . can i still have the sweet thing tmrw ? geee . hehs . (:

till here . byebye sweet ppl .

SICK SICK SICKEDDD ! x.x & i need Mr D.C PLEASE !

Saturday, January 3, 2009 @ 10:13 AM

HEY !

still sicked and getting MORE sicked . =.='
yesterday night , having fever , badbadbadbad cold/flu .
terpakse dehhh aku makan ubat . BLUEK !
so sweet siak the medicine . . . . . (ill-ed face) . and yesterday , wanna watch 'Jangan Pandang Belakang ' , tak menjadi bcoz i ate the strong medicine , after eating , felt diggy abit , then , SUPER cold , so yes , straight boooom on my bed and covered myself with my 'selimut' . another which makes me MORE sicked that my redflag came . DASAR ANAK KUCING !
ish ! deng betol . dhen today's outing wanna go ETP cancelled , but go somewhere else eh shafiqa ?? . (: HEH . lets see what happen , can i watch my boyfie again today . (:
MR . CULLEN . (:
and yes . one another GREAT news .
cockcroach attack !!!
on monday , after 12 , i tell you , my block is full of cockcroaches !
it is bcoz they , idk who , wanna spray the bins .
i experienced it before , and yeah , i was hoping , they wont spray anymore , too bad , every 2 yrs , i have to face the cockcroaches AGAIN , and ALL OVER AGAIN .
every step i go , surely have atleast a dead cockcroach , or half dead or still alive cockcroaches . and it is so EEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWW ! damn it !
MUM ! , I WONT BE COMING BACK HOME ON MONDAY UNTIL THE UNCLE TAKE AWAY ALL THE COCKCROACHES AWAY ! - like real . =.='

till here . bye . (:

first day in school year 2009 . (:

Friday, January 2, 2009 @ 3:12 PM

hello hello . (:

*wide smile*

seriously , im freaking sicked of this stewpit damn cold . it started yesterday & yesterday , i just cant sleep , coz of my cold/flu . haiyah , i guess , school was great BUT NOT the STUDIES . get me ? HEH . (: seriously , im fine with my teachers , except for my MT teacher .
ergh . wth ? in school , im SUPER sleepy & the teaching was SUPER boring .
im almost asleep anytime , anywhere in school just now. heh , and a thing i wont be revealing here . boooooh , i hate those part , and i get angry & i go shouting like hell towards shafiqa .
maaf yer sha ? haha . siaksiaksiak . and after school , go kfc , sit & chit chat around for awhile , dhen go home . heh , otw home , shafiqa was playing with the ice . and her new watch go wetwetwet . i was behind here , and saw her as if she was licking her watch .
i laugh like hell , as if , thats my last laugh ever in life . haha . siak je aku .
and i got to know , she was blowing it . HAHHAHA . serious siak , my laughing scares everyone there . i laugh as if im in my own werl . weird kan if she go licking her watch ? HAHA .
siak je aku . maaf eh sha . and sha was like so panic & shocked , she heared me laughing so she laugh as well , coz she cant stand the way i laugh . HEH . (:
so yeah , from the shop , till almost the end of the carpark , i kept on laughing loudly .
haha . seriously , i cant stop laughing that moment , and my stomach boosh siket .
sakit lah kan , psl ketawe byk sgt . haha . siaksiaksiak !

kay , till here . bye peeps . :D

ohohoh , (:

Thursday, January 1, 2009 @ 12:58 PM

YAW !

haha . okehh , what shld i say now ? just now , slept around 1+ .
just cant get to sleep although im sleepy . haha . so yes , just go to sleep .
kay , i find myself still in the same werl , kay , maybe a lil change , in skewl .
can find myself , more challenging . haha . i can see that , my sis , kindda having a new leaf already , with the gd thing surround here . all with the 'T' . haha . okayokay .
cant wait for 4th , (: . till here peeps .

the new year , new beginning , hoping & keep on hoping . (:

@ 12:04 AM

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! (:

wish wish wish wish wish wish wish wish ..

new year , new beginning , new hopes , new dreams , new love coming up . (:

how i wish to wish a happy new year to the person that i loved . (:

2009 ! (: