Gotta get there with you .

how i wish you know that is you .

Monday, December 22, 2008 @ 8:54 PM

oh hello !

hey , seriously , ive been editing my blog for 3 days continuesly . spelling error ?
its super duper tiring , stressful , pathetic . coz i really cant find the perfect one.
even if i did , it will be abit of distortation . haha . siak je . is there any such word ?
just now , im really having a heavy headache . in my mind have 101 things that im thinking about . its seriously making my mind booosh ! haish , thanks to my mum , she asked me to go to the shop to buy something , so i thought of buying coke , haha . seriously , going out , taking some fresh air , drinking coke , makes my headache go off just like that .
so around 715 , my headache just go off like that , and without any stressful feeling , im done with my idiotic blog . errgh !
i just cant stop thinking of him . coz deep down my heart im still hoping .
although i know that what im hoping MAYBE cant be true . doinkdoinkdoink !
how i wish , starting the new year , new hours , new minutes , new seconds with the one i love. its nice right ? having the countdown together . its so nice . too bad , i really cant have it . i guess . how do you feel , its gonna be really nice , right ?
its okay , coz i believe fate , thats the way i was suppose to live ?
still till now , ppl still asked , why i this & that with him . its stupid .
i gotta be sarcastic AGAIN . it hurt alot , but i heck care lahh . my heart bleed, not me .
he asked me those things , and what does he expect me to say ? ITS YOU ?! ahyah !
i guess , he know its him im referring to , although actually he like really NEVER bother . maybe abit . thats pathetically him . haishhhhhh ..
its okay then yeah ? kay peeps . till here . bye ~ :)

although i know , how painful my heart hurts , im still patient , waiting for you to tell me somethings , although it might not happen .
im sure , one day , he & him will show me the answer , coz every bad things , there is surely good things . (: