Gotta get there with you .

ohmy.

Thursday, December 18, 2008 @ 10:48 PM

heyho !

kay pple . gotta confess somethings .
i really had fun today , with I.A.S . we catch a movie , twilight . again ? (:
i love the present he gave me . haha . really , i love it alot .
thankyousomuch fr treating me . & yeah , i wont be forgetting , when he so called force me to eat . he really never ever gives up . ohmy . i have to eat infront of a guyfriend fr the first time , kay , 2nd time .
seriously , shits all around me . hahs ? yeah .
he really have been one of a kind guy to me . tytytysm !
and yes , HAPPY BIRTHDAY I.A.S ! (:
its 18/12 today . EIGHTEEN ! (:
the thing i gotta say to him , i really had fun today .
i do really explore him just now , he is really one of a kind guy .
im really lucky to have him in my life , as my friend .
and im sorry that i cant take him to be in my life . i mean , in my heart .
my heart is just so frozen , cant melt it , coz its like totally hard .
im not ready yet . im so sorry I.A.S .
im sorry , i had to be ur present just fr a day .
not fr the next few days , months or even years ? .
im sorry . lets just be good friends aytes ?
seriously , i really lose this very hard to find chance .
im so deng , but my heart just said no . i gotta say this . i wanna cry !
but yeah , i just gotta be honest . my dear , ITS FATE !
& i know , eu do believe in fate . im sorry , its not eu to enter my heart YET .
so yesyes . let me end this .
tmrw going to skewl , early in the morning fr sec 1 orientation .
yeay ! can see my juniors . harap2 lah drg nie tk action lah kan ... =.='
kay , till here . update again tmrw . and not forgetting , i love going out with shafiqa , fathin & caca . haha . jadi sister sitter lah kans ? hahs . heees . (:
hehs . BYE ! (:

please melt my heart . i dont wanna lose this limited chance that every girl wanted . guess , thats fate ...