TAUFIK !!
Saturday, November 29, 2008 @ 4:47 PM
helloh !
haha , lazy to tell stories , although there is ALOT of surprises i wanna let out , but nevermind . (:
let me just upload some pictures , the time me , kak tutty & kak las wanna meet taufik . the some of the top pictures are yesterday's meeting with taufik at republic poly . (:
i gotta say , i didnt meant any harm to anyone about the picture below , that was not meant to be . so yah , x) .
heh . (:
28november08 sayanngged ! ;D

farhan & shekyn !

shino , shekyn & freaky Z !

shino , shekyn & freaky Z again !

kak sulastri , kak tutty & adek shekyn . hahas !
after the is the pictures that was suppose to be seen here , last few weeks ago ? but yah , just manage to upload it today . heh . (:

this picture taken on 231108 .
no more related to taufik . (: hahas .

shekyn , tante , kak tutty .

shekyn , tante mastura , kak sulastri .

shekyn & quraisha .
hahas ! the end .
anw , the pictures , mcm pt kenduri tu , i was in m'sia .
kay yah , ive got nothing to say .
BYE !
in the end , your fading away ...
i will keep waiting for ur presence .
Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ 2:26 PM
heyhey ! (:
kay , later at 330 im going off to skewl with shafiqa .
going to that workshop eh ? haha .
or student councilor thinggy . ? yeah .
its from 4 - 9 . DAMN ! i wanna watch the show ' dont forget the lyrics ' lah seh !
got TTTAAUUFFIIKKK !
haha . i wanna watch the cute part when he stop singing coz he forgot the lyrics .
somehow , gotta go back fast ! (:
hahas . oh , days have been so terrible , totally damning and shitting !
ergh ! - totally dont have such words . hahs !
and his temporary change make me sick this whole week , but dhen i nvr show it lah kan . siang petang malam ( .... ) .
BUT today i gotta tell , he is changing to his usualself back veryvery soon .
and i would really love to have that back .
the ( insert name ) i know 2 months ago .
the caring one ,
the loving one ,
the one always smiling ,
the one who loves to copy what i do sometimes =____= , ?
the one who crack jokes ,
the one who crap alot (: ,
the one always reminds me to tease him [ my cheek ] , (: haha ,
the one who loves to wink at me ,
the one who wants his left eyebrow to go UPUP like mine , too bad he cant . (: , right ? ,
the one always want me to do flying kiss and he will catch it . (:
& dearest , i miss all of them the whole of this one week .
can i get it back ? soon . (:
hahas .
IM WANNA GO SIAPING ! (:
& yah , take care honey when ur away . (:
BYE (:
Tiada Dua . [ the song im playing now ]
@ 10:15 AM
tiada dua bagiku ,
diriku teruntukmu ,
segalanya berubah ,
sejak bertentang mata ,
debaran ku merasa ,
bila mahu menyapamu ,
should i do it , should i stay shy ... ,
could i do anything ,
to make her wanna smile ,
bermula cerita kita .
sedia ku melupa ,
sejarah kisah cinta ( yang lama )
semua tak bermakna ,
jika dibandingkan kamu ,
i'm gonna be true , there's no one but you ,
you're gonna be sure ,
that i will never do you wrong ,
kasih ku takkan berputus .
and i ,
i can't live my life without you baby ,
no way , no way , no how ,
that's why im saying .
tiada dua bagiku ,
genap sudah lukisan ku ,
tak bersempadan ,
cinta ku terhadap mu .
tiada dua bagiku ,
jangan pernah diragu ,
selami kasih ,
keikhlasan hatiku kepada mu ,
tiada dua bagiku .
segenapnya ketara ,
kau menyinari hidupku ,
yakinilah kata dusta ,
tiada dikamus hatiku ,
i'm gonna give in , you're gonna be loved ,
i'm gonna be everything ,
you've ever wished and more ,
ku tujukan nafasku untukmu .
bila disoal ,
ertinya cinta ,
tanpa ragu dan silu ,
ku sebutkan namamu , kasih . ( . . . . )
diriku teruntukmu ..
[ just press tiada to listen to the song , tiada dua . ] (:
citra suria .
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 @ 6:17 PM
namamu seindah sang suria .
memukau setiap mata .
merangsang cinta .
dan mengaburi jiwa .
kelautan asmara .
siapa pun terjerat dan pasti tersengat .
dengan gaya tingkah lakumu lincah dan keliru .
pulanglah sayangku ,
ikut haluanku ,
perubahan mu,
ku menantikan ,
kembali cahaya,
kepada suria,
letakkanlah diri seindah namamu .
hidup pasti bermakna,
cinta pasti abadi,
harapan ini ,
ku junjung tiap hari ,
bawa kesana sini .
sehingga kau berjanji tak megulangi lagi ,
ku sentiasa menunggu hingga akhir hayatku .
dengan rela ,
aku ingin cinta menjadi nyata ,
anggaplah pengalaman itu ,
satu kesilapan yang indah .
aku pimpin tangan mu ,
kita genggam erat-erat .
menyusuri kenangan lalu,
dan terima hakikat .
bersinar kembali ,
dalam dakapanku ,
cahaya hakiki ,
penawar rindu .
cuma hanya itu yang ku inginkan ..
you light up my life with the rays of the sun ..
please come back and let our love shine on ... with you in my arms again ..
woooo ~ !
@ 5:14 PM
YAW ! (:

kay , can i continue ? haha !
anw , just wanna say , thanks eh .. totally sucksxz man !
anw , LET ME CONTINUE !
with pictures i guess u guys will understand more ? ryte ?
hahs . okay . let me continue , . . . .
kay , the lady asked us to go up the stage so yah , i go up first and like taufik was wiping his mouth ? haha . kay yah . lols .
dhen like . im so the nervous . haha . x)
kay . yah . look at the pics and i will explaen to you ppl . (:

picture 1 - signing his cd . (:
picture 2 - still signing his cd . (: i mean , my cd . (:
picture 3 - receiving present from my sis . (:
picture 4 - flashback as if he recognise that wrapper . ;D
picture 5 - asking my sis , ' are you tutty ? ' - my sis's name .
picture 6 - he asked again , ' are you tutty ? ' . HAHA ! ;DDDD
kay , let me explaen so it goes clearer ?
picture 3 , taufik received that present from my sis . (:
picture 4 , look at his face !
the first & second time meeting him , he gave us that PANIC , I REALLY WANT TO KNOW , SHOCKED face . Taufik , pls , atleast give a smile , a sweet smile .
haha . nehmind . 28 nov !! (:
meeting BIL again . (: weee ~ !
kay , continue .
and , taufik recognise that wrapper , cuz its like the previous wrapper that was given to him , BUT WAIT , my sis doesnt wrote her name inside the present okay ! haha .
taufik get to know from fb maybe ? haha . its a secret ppl * .
too bad , i cant totally reveal it here . god ! haha .
lols . but somehow , its nyce & shockening okays !! totally .
only he knows how we are feeling that time . (:
kay yah , i got 2 post fr today . (: go READ UP ! (:
byes . (:
Suria Hatiku .
Monday, November 24, 2008 @ 1:59 PM
hellow ! (:
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOH !
yesterday go to suntec convention hall for the bookfest thinggy but i go dher not to go and look out for books lah . =_______=
totally NOT me . (:
i go dher to watch TAUFIK BATISAH's FIRST TIME LAUNCHING HIS NEW ALBUM !
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh !
i go dher with kak tutty & kak las . both of my sis .
hehs . seriously , kak las dasar muker tk tawu malu !
huhu , (: and and , we are the FIRST one to bought his cd .
SURIA HATIKU . coz the cd was just released dher and we are the first one dher . hehs . i mean , we got out from hse arnd 2 reached dher arnd 3 . the show starts around 6 , and the cd sold near the stage arnd 5+ ?
but we bought the cd at the cd shop inside the convention hall . hehs .
we are the first to bought his cd , the first to line up for his autograph .
at 5 we asked the security guard , what time the queing up line for taufik's start , the security said , now can go in ald , so it seems we are the first to line up , so we sitted down on the floor , waited for taufik's appearance around 1hr 30 mins .
damn rite ? haha . lol . watch the wateva shows , the red bears & the grp named energy from taiwan . heh ? is it so . haha .
not interested . so yeah , and b4 the MC even said anything , kak las saw taufik behind stage and she shouted at my ear , TAUUFIIIIKKKK !!
taufik was like smiling . hehs . dhen taufik ran up the stage and he sang 2 songs ,
1) gadis itu
2) suria hatiku .
i love the songs bebeyh ! (;
for the song suria hatiku , the starting got this baby laughing is his nephew's voice , age - 4 , taufik was tickling - spelling error ? , he was tickling her .
and she laugh , haha ! cute siaak !
at the end of the song , got this boy voice , was his brother , iskandar batisah .
hehs . (:(:(: age - 10 . lol .
kay yah , after that was AUTOGRAPH TIME .
im so the nervous . fuuuh ! haha .
i will be continue-ing the story soon kays , after i got all the picture .
dhen can be explaen clearly , haha ! (;
to be continued . . .
i got 2 post for today . so yeah , read up . beloww .
Saturday, November 22, 2008 @ 10:33 PM
helloh! (;

picture taken when the class gathering . (:
sorry fr not updating fr few days . hehs .
kindda lazy to post . (:
this week is like totally not my week .
but im happy i pass him the present already . hehe .
somehow he like it . or love it ? (:
he look soo hawt using it . oops x) .
hehes .
Khairul&Shekyn , Azizi&ShafiQa , Hazwan&NatyQa are the JIWERS gang .
hehs . & yah , im glad that me & khai manage to settle our probs .
we quarreled , we cried , we hurted , we killed our hearts !
somehow we cured it by ourselves . ryte bby ?
hehs . (:
and just now , i didnt smile fr a few hours , which totally im not myself .
somehow we manage & with the help of hazwan . i manage to smile back , & this time is my real smile . & he smiled too , and i hope , thats real .
hehs . thanks wan ! (:
and yah , tmrw meeting BIL . jyeah ! (:
im gonna keep shouting , & also good for releasing stress . heh . lols .
kay yah , IMYSM BBY !
all for today kay ?
bye .
shekyn~
Sunday, November 16, 2008 @ 10:15 PM
hello hello hello !
ohhhhhhhhh ! , IMY MY GILER KAWANS !
anw , THANKS KHAN , for belanjer-ing me pure vanilla frm cb - coffee bean , heees .
& yah , IMYSMMMMMMM bby . not communicating with him that much this few days , cuz he's beeeeezzyy with trainings and all . (:
and yah , the most saddening thing was that , i cant go to ucc , cuz no one was going .
and yah , followed my sis , go SGH , visited my aunty . im so gedheboooosh ~ !
HP SPOILED !
my hp go dead , and became blank , with nothing written , keep vibrating . ERGH !
REPAIRING TIME !
& yah , gonna put the picx , nothing to do so i camwhore , took pic when im putting henna on my fingers . kay nails . hehs . sorry , the picx not edited , so buruk sekali ! hahs .
so LOOOOK , or WATTCHHH ! (:




haha . thats all ! (:
bye !
Friday, November 14, 2008 @ 11:51 PM
aku tak mau sendiri .
Thursday, November 13, 2008 @ 6:01 PM
helloh .
ive good no mood today .
feeling so down , feeling so gedheboooooooosh ~ !
oh dear god .
makingmegocrazy !
lifestillhavetogoon.
with ups&downs in a relationship .
only he knows every single thing im feeling ryte now .
& yah , bye .
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @ 8:31 PM
oh helloh dear .
aha .
erni cepat sembuh yer ! & let me see u shine again . hees . lol .
oh god , pity her . kay yah .
today , with , akaq chacha , akaq halyma , akaq fidahh , akaq atikah , [ err ? idk how to spell her name ] . , with khai , roy , afiq , nash & another lady , fren of the fidahh .
& who ever lah yer , we visited erni , haish . pity her . kay yah , better dont say a thing before i drama , (:
& yah , after that go jalan2 with khai . x)
hahs .
dhen go home . & yah , woooooo ~ shivering ryte now .
how come so cold idk ? play in the rain & come back , bath with cold water . haha .
kay yah , bby , pls , u so the bleah ~ ? , pls CHEER UP DEAR ! (:
thats all . & yah , i bathed , ive eaten , i do my prayer ald & have fun on laptop .
lol . kay yah ,
BYE ! (;
@ 8:05 PM
oh helloh kawan .
ini post hanya untuk kawan gilerkuh , shafiqa !
HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY DARLA !
all th best in everything eu do yaw !
&& yah , enjoy ur days & make sure you shine everysecond of ur life dearest !
semoge dipanjangkn umur yer ! (:
hahs . lastt longlonglonglonglong with ______________ ?
haha . lollism . (:
ive got nothing to say but yah , ily kwn gilerkuh ! (:
happy 13th birthday shafiqa amira ! (:
happy 3rd monthsarry !
@ 12:12 AM
helloh !
to my bby .
happy 3rd months anny !
only god knows how im feeling rite now . oh god .
thanks fr making this a great dream !
& ill thank that star for making my dream come true ! (:
iloveyousomuch khairulanwarabdulrahman . (:
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @ 6:10 PM
oh hie werl !
thanks eh , khan & lala tk jadik today . hahs !
go to shafiqa's hse after they all blah !
& yah , me & shafiqa go alim sementara watch about hari kiamat & what so ever on youtube , watched ghost stories too . hehs . &&&& blablabla .
idk what happened to me , which makes me go gedhebooooooooooosh ~
im so tired so yah .
im sorry cuz im so bleah rite now .
errgghh !
somebody lied to me today , thanks eh . (:
damn .
bye .
thank god . =/
@ 5:59 PM
helloh .
yaw !
ya allah ! i just cant say a thing now . cuz yah .
only god knows it , sidah&leon ? leon&sidah ?
i was otp with sidah cuz she called & yah , talked about what leon & her blablabla .
and just this thing i wanna say to the werl !
LEON GYLERR !
LEON BUTERR !
LEON GYLERR !
LEON BUTERR !
leon is in love with sidah ? & is that so ? & are u sure ur telling the truth girl ?
helloh . but its up to u la yer leon & sidah . iwishleonthebest ! (:
& dorang belom bersamer , kalau mereka bersamer , ahyerlah . died !
bye .
shafiqa & shekyn go dying on 11 november 2008 , 6pm .
Labels: still sicked .
boredom !
Monday, November 10, 2008 @ 4:00 PM
hello peeeepsys ! (:
kae yah , imissmybbysomuchrytenow .
my body aching , ergh !
nothing much to tell today .
hehs . cant wait fr wed .
3rd monthsarry la bebeyh ! (:
& i was suppose to go out today to buy something . but yah , not sure . hahs .
no one accompany-ing me . so yah . nehmind . hehs .
still have to buy . doink . (:
and yah , have not talk to him today .
maybe he is hvng haka or rugby ? kay yah .
superbbb bored siaa . idk what to do .
errgghh ! sister pls accompany me go buy somethings !
and yah ! , i have to say this , totally im the unlucky person to get to know about this ,
i was hoping , rasidah just pls , change her dotdotdot attitude about boys .
oh , leon jadik mangsa percintaan dier . doink !
rasidahadmireleon&confessedtohimyesterday.
ohmygay ! stop it siak .
when she admire a guy , she would asked fr _______ , and confessing to any kind of boys , even if they just get to know each other maybe just a day . ergh !
& if the guy rejected her , thats it , she will be showing her unhappy attitude , oh only god knews everything how strong my patience was when being with her .
im just getting tired of her day by day , and im sure , im gvng up on her , retire soon .
& call me , talked about leon . tkper la eh . dgrkn je .
not that as if im jealous or what la hell no . but i had enough of her attitude . died !
kay lah , thats all . ahha .
bubbye peepsys !
Labels: english aku teruk .
camp's over , thanks to my leg .
Sunday, November 9, 2008 @ 10:18 PM
oh hello readers ! (:
damn . i was suppose typing what i wanna tell either tomorrow or tuesday , but yah , i cant .
thanks to my legs . i have to & its a must , for me to go home & now , at home , with my freaking painful leg . and thanks to god , now , my leg is back to normal , somehow , only with the medicine & the cream , my leg recovered . but yah , just wait , this thinggy will come back . hehs . & yah , just because of muscle tear . oh yeah , im actually so not in the mood to share stories now , but yah , just tell la eh . hahs .
first stepped into west spring , & yah , felt so different , actually since at home , my feeling just felt not rite . ooh ~ . & yah , after foot drill , playing games , get to know some ppl , hehs . kewl la bebeyh . but dhen , in the night , 3rd floor , when i was walking going down , i guess im with ma'am huda & shafiqa . yeah , walking in the dark , beside classrooms , walking & i was near the windows of the classroom ,i meant the other classrooms b4 i came out from the classroom which i placed my things dher . & yah , i felt something wrong . hehs .
u know what ?!? when i was walking feeling so afraid , i was looking down & hoping nothing bad would happen , & dher it goes , my eyes just wanna looked at the windows of the classroom , and yah , i was just beside the window , & i saw a white hand like moving above my head , but kindda around 2-3 steps away from me , on my right side , inside the classroom , like above the window , oh god , i just ignored and walk away with a scary feeling & started to pray hard , & what rasidah said , its true , wooo ~ for once her mulot masin . dont ask me what is it , i just cant he answer it if he ask me . ish !
& yah , dhen go down to the general office , feeling so different , feeling so unsaved .
i wished he was dher for me that time , too bad , he's not .
kay nehmind , after that , blablabla , dibrief and watsoever , went to bath , me & shafiqa wasnt suppose to bath first , cuz of our legs , i mean , my leg cuz my leg di-spray with this idk ? so we bath around 10+ , & yah , telling u this , not even 5 minutes me & shafiqa was inside the cubical [ spelling error ] , the sec 2's , west spring & pioneer girls ,
asked us to go out , i mean , they said they will be late & watsoever , one of ws girl , bang both our doors , very hard , & keep saying this , later we will like watwatwat la eh .
eh HELLOH IDIOTS , OUR LEG INJURED BDOW , KALAU KAKI KORANG SAKIT , PUN MCM GYTO KAN SIAL ? TAK PAHAM KAPERH ?! .
i mean like , i dont think me & shafiqa bathed for 10 mins . its like we rushed .
dhen the girls said this and that , which makes me like just wanna smack each of their faces ,
idiot siaa . dhen shafiqa go out first , & just walked off , go out . i oso lah , dhen dhey said that shafiqa got attitude problem , its like we have our rights lah , cuz we injured , and like they dont understand our situation , like bdow siaa , tk pki otak peh . tkde perasaan , mmg siak ! the iffah oso join what . follow the idiots . deng sia ! bdow jgk .
dhen after all that , step baek kaperh . eh , releck sua . dpn ma'am je , err . pls eh .
after that me & shafiqa dah jalan tempang , yerlah yer . we like told this to ma'am , and this behaviour cant be accepted , we respect the sec 2 girls as our senior , NCOs , we treat dhem nicely , & this is the way they repay ?! kay nehmind . stop here . saket hati aku oie !!
sleep that night , thinking abt him , just cant sleep , but yah , just closed my eyes , & go to sleep , next morning , get to know , its raining , i mean just now in the morning , aku tdo mati , maklom lah , penat sgt , mlm smlm tdo pukul 1 lah kn , aku tdo mati , tk dgr pape . hehs . best kn , kay yah , after that , go bath & sit down , breakfast , eat biscuit , & yah , sitting with shafiqa & rasidah at the canteen , tiber2 leon dtg . hees (:
sit infront of me , & chit chat , ader je sidah menggatal . hehs .
talking about sidah , flasshhingbacck about ystd , sing along session , in the dance studio , that was where i slept , with aircon bebeyh !! haha . gerek siak .
dhen , we were dancing the song , err ? not so sure , dancing chacha , and wat ?
sidah & hazwan have to partner on that minute , & me & shafiqa was sitting down , laughing , know why , cuz they like enemy , kept fighting , EH KAHWEN SUDAH LAH !
me & shafiqa terkekek siak ! huhu . kay yah , where was i ?
okay yah , talked with leon , hahs ! cute sia itu anak , (:
dimple dier dalam . hahas . dier caring terhadap aku . wee ~ (:
haha . && some of dhem , thought , either leon admires me , or i admires leon .
take note , tak semestinye aku puji dier aku suke dier lah deyh !
aku suke dimple dier , tkn every lelaki aku puji aku suke kan ?
haha . leon so caring towards me , haha ! (:
only god knows , kay yah , & leon said , my leg got muscle tear cuz i model too much .
haha , leon funny sia . -.- i miss leon & my leader , amirul . my crazy fren (:
haha , cuz they are the only one which treated me good . (:
and some other ppl lah yer .
haha . i wanna meet dhem ! pls . hahs .
okehh , if dher is anything else , i will update again . hehs . (:
i miss campfire ! hmph !
bye sweet readers !
im sorry for making all this mess (:
Friday, November 7, 2008 @ 4:59 PM
atas nama cintamu yang suci ,
aku ingin berkata , hatiku dibawa pergi ,
dengan dirimu wahai kekasihku ,
aku merasa cintamu tidak seperti dulu ,
bagaikan seorang lagi wanita yang telah mencuri hatimu itu ,
aku tidak rasa begitu senang dengan dirimu sejak hari itu berlalu ,
aku minta maaf jika aku menyakiti dirimu ,
bukan niat diriku untuk berbuat begitu ,
mungkin ini hanya khayalan ataupun fikiranku yang negatif ,
cerita cinta kita membawa ku melayang ke dunia yang membuat aku tidak subjektif ,
wahai kekasihku , aku ingin berkata , aku masih sayangkan dirimu .
tak pernah berniat diriku untuk meninggalkanmu ,
takkan pernah aku meninggalkanmu sebelum kau mengucapkan kata putus ,
dan sayang , janganlah berfikir yang tidak baik , aku akan selalu berada untukmu .
aku sayang dirimu wahai kekasihku .
HELLOH peeeepssy !
hehs !
maaf , jangan lah berfikir yang bukan2 yer , itu hanya luahan di dlm hati sahaje .
huhu , whats written up dher , all true . (:
no one understands rite ? so better not to understand .
& to my love , dont think anything bad aites ? as i said , its just a scary feeling . (;
huhu . maafin yea , days had been sooo boring , disturbing , changing , dying .
yes its true , im dying for u love . kay ppl , im sorry for being so dotdotdot .
but im totally feeling super the down , feeling so sad , feeling so unsaved .
OH LOVE ! SAVE ME !
romeo,
save me, they're tryin to tell me how to feel ,
this love is difficult, but its real,
don’t be afraid we’ll make it out of this mess,
its a love story baby just say yes,
I got tired of waiting,
wondering if you were ever coming around,
my faith in you was fading,
romeo,
save me i’ve been feeling so alone,
i keep waiting for you but you never come,
is this in my head, i don’t know what to think
pls let me feel , how ur love is like .Labels: ini hanya sesuatu yang aku ingin katakan kpdmu kekasih .
Tuesday, November 4, 2008 @ 8:27 PM
helloh ! (:
go out with him again today .
woo ~ i love today somehow . kay yah , nothing much , I ANTI - COCKCROACH !!!
ohhhhhhhhh godd , eeeeeeeew ! damn ! eeee .
kay dah , ive got nothing to say . but yah , just wanna say , . . .
bby , im sorry what i did just now , im scared it will affect .
yeah . nothing much .
thats all for today .
hehs .
bye peeps .
Sunday, November 2, 2008 @ 3:17 PM
hellohhh ! (:
kay , today . im not telling anything . soon ill update somethings .
just wanna put this cute guy pic .
he is MATT PROKOP !
or known as jimmy the rocketman in HSM3 . hehs . is it so ? haha .

cute kan ?! hehs ! (:
kay , thats all for today . hee .
bye sweethearts .