I guess, today was the worse day of my life where I teared up for one whole freaking hour and i stopped awhile but continue again and still never ending now. How am i supposed to handle a broken heart ? What if time doesn't heal me ?

I'm sorry if i reacted or replied you just like a stranger. I guess, im too shocked over what happened today. Maybe your decision is the best way for me but never ever come to my mind that it will happen this soon. I was just dreaming to wish you or maybe 'celebrate' with you any days during april since its 'our 1 year'. But like i said, its just a dream. I guess, this has brought me really down to earth. Just so you know, we've acted 6 months last year before we got really close and now ... i've need to wait for another 6-7 months before we get close again. Wtv it is. ISLY.

For dear friends:

I apologize if im being really different this days. Thank you for all the concerns. Thank you for cheering me up. If any point where i didnt speak up, just means, i don't feel like talking or i've got nothing to say. I'm leading my own life now. Thank you for all the love.

PS: I'll keep denying whatever i can as long as you don't know my true colours.