Erwin .
Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 7:30 PM
I love but still hate today . Okay , I just like a portion of today . YA !
Rot at home today , damnnnnnnn . Chatting , Song-ings , Facebook-ing , Friendster-ing , Munching and only drink once the whole day . Great ? YES . not . They are sucha disappointment .
I love my dream but somehow still dislike it cause some parts of it was just super sad and heartache that I even cried , really cried in my sleep . When i woke up , i was crying .
I seriously miss my long lost childhood guy bestfriend , Erwin . The malay + mat saleh guy .
Met him once this year , was just so fated , was thinking abt him few days back before i met him . He was walking infront of my block with his friend , he went to gym i supposed ? He remember-ed my mum but not me , though he looked at me as if he knws me . Pathetic i know . He went to gym , so far when his house is at Bukit Batok , not sure for now .
I wanna be small again . I wanna meet Erwinnn !
Why am i telling all this , Oh , Im so pathetic !
I miss my past . I swear . I dont wanna go forward , I wanna go backward .
But ... life has to go on . Pathetic .
I wish that dream was reality . Kalau jodoh tak kemana .
Labels: gw kangen sama kamu ., long lost childhood guy bestfriend
