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Tuesday, September 15, 2009 @ 6:13 PM

You know what ?

Ive been thinking about my lovelife . For now , its still unstable . Its like confusing because I didnt get much answers . How should I react , seriously . I cant love all . Gotta be honest , there's only one person I gotta love and yes , I can like many .
I can like many but I can only love one . So do you and like now , this heart , this love keeps burning for you . I dont know why but its hard to get over you , yeah ?

Ive tried to move on , ive tried , Ive succeeded but not fully yet . Now , you're back in my heart .
I realised , I cant love anyone like how i loved you . You see , love cant be forced . My love for him comes naturally not forced . Its not that i forced myself to love him , It comes naturally .
Yeah , i know . Im gonna hurt someone but I cant forced myself to love that someone when Im not in love with them .

Boy , this is so hard . Its hard to understand you now . My friends told me , yeah , you cant love me like how you used to . I knew that . But why ? Why is it so hard , you told me you loved me , you told me also , youre confused with your own feelings but i just dont understand you . Its hard . I need an explanation , I need an answer . To move on or not . I cant keep waiting .
Silently , we're in love but ... ?

Sometimes , you gotta let your loved ones go and be happy for them if they are happy being with someone else ...

You know who you are , hopefully :
We've been wondering around . Its been months . Ive tried to move on without you but you still come back in this heart . Why isnt this love fading , why is it still strong . You told me , you liked/loved me but I need an answer . An explanation . Pls , dont keep this love empty . I dont want to clap with one hand . I wanna clap with two hands , with you . Though , its gonna be hard . Whatever yr decision gonna be like , Im gonna accept it , im willing to face it . Even if you're in love but its not with me , any longer . Dont keep this hanging . Its been months . Dont make it a year , cause a year is coming up in 3 months . 041209 .

S.J :
I knw ive hurt you . This is not what i wanted . I never want to hurt you . I knw you've been there for me when im feeling good or bad . Ups and downs in my life . You were always there .
I still cant find reasons why . This is gonna be hard . Im sorry , but this is not the ending .

Labels: iwwwst . i still need ya man . i want to start all over .

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