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Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @ 10:31 PM

2nd post for today , tonight .

ive been thinking , why i keep helping people out in their love problems , when like , my love problems not even solved a little . why do i even keep on waiting for the one who's not running for me ? why do i even still patiently waiting for him , when there are people who is like , waiting , running for me , they are trying their best to like , convinced me , show me that they are the one who i should be choosing . i felt so stupid . but , i cant deny , this heart aint taking them , aint taking them . this heart is still patiently waiting for the person that it love .
but im moving on , im not gonna give any answers to any guy , until he give me a direct answer to me that make me move on , just like how i did that time . i kept those good people waiting , until they even give up , how can that be ? shikin is so cruel . but this heart aint taking them . its hard , give me time , please . i need time , im just hoping , you could wait patiently like how i did but its never enough if i couldnt return the love that you guys had given . i realised , there are much more good guys just right infront of me , waiting for my answer when im here waiting for the other party to answer me . i realised , they are the best one when im just waiting for the good one . love is so blind but i cant stop myself now . im just so weak , im so weak , really .
they have been waiting for more than 5 months , but , no , i cant go on this way , its killing me , really . im sorry .

if i had a wish and that wish can come true , i want this heart to not admire/like or even love a guy and just wait till my love come to me and then , i start to love them . ONLY .

somethings are just meant to be this way , thats why i dont understand why this must happen to me , when i see the rest happy with their loved ones , when im here , waiting for stupid answers from someone who dont even care , dumb .

when there's good , there's bad .
till then , im giving up .

im so afraid to fall in love but i guess , im in love with someone , which im not sure who .
im wanting to forget him now , but why is it so hard ?
i want a new love story , a new fresh one .

i should have end it on that date but eventually , you are still around and i cant let you go by that time , cos i knw , deep down this heart , there is still you but now , you left me stranded and now , tell me what am i supposed to do ? what if when im again moving on , you came back ?
OH , i know you wouldnt care .

but all i know , im ready to move on now .

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