Gotta get there with you .

im losing myself , trying to compete with everything .

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 9:12 PM

helloh blog readers . (:

i guess , everything is over now .
im again , moving on .
again , it takes time for me to be my usual self .
i promise , i will be again , posting , a happy , fun to read post .
once im back to my ownself . okay people .

im losing myself .trying to compete .with everyone else .instead of just being me.i dont know where to turn.ive been stuck in this routine.i need to change my ways .instead of always being weak.i dont wanna be afraid.i wanna wake up feeling beautiful , tomorrow.and know that im okay.cause everyone's perfect in their usual ways.you see , i just wanna believe in me.

today , i felt so weak .
i was wishing you were there .
i again , gotta lied to myself .
because i didnt meant what i said to you few days back .
the only thing in my head was only about you .
again , its gonna take time for me to forget you .
whatever it is , illitsevoluoy .