WHAT A GOOD , NICE and COLD MONDAY !! :D
Monday, March 9, 2009 @ 6:22 PM
USUAL CREW , ILY !
FIRSTLY , Happy Birthday Syawal ! :D
haha . first time in history this yr , my monday was nice ! (:
haha . school was as usual , early in the morning , Sha , Radhiyah and me was doing our duty at the side gate . haha . lol . it was so cold and im having cold and something actually happened . im sorry , asyraf and faez . (: heh !
i was laughing like there's no tmrw and yeah , i cant remember why i laughed .
if i remember also , i wont be stating here . dangerous ! lol .
after skewl , had briefing on wed's battlefield trip . omg , i was like crying , naseb lah tak flood pat situ . hah . seriously , how come the japanese so cruel one !
walandeyh . aku dah lah emotional semcm pat situ , the thinggy just made me cry . haiyo . how can they kill a baby which really not wrong or even did a sin to them . ( english aku terok , phm2 lah ) . serious siak . haiyo .
JAPANESE SO CRUEL ONE !!! okay , after that ...
today , kept on laughing and laughing and laughing . haiyo . now , this second , i felt so sick ! kepala gue pusing banget ! and feverish gyto loh ! aiyo .
today was just nice , till i forgotten what actually happen . lol .
today's post actually i just wanna say abt PAKA .
to . . .
P : im sorry to really hurt you . im so sorry and i know , you ald can forget abt me . jyeah ? (:
A : thank you for realising how hard is it for me to choose between you and the rest , ty again for understanding my situation . thank you for 'loving' me all this while . (:
K : hah ! you're the survivor jyeah ? lol . its nice knowing you . really ! i really feel comfy chatting with you always . and yeah , congrates for being the survivor thats still surviving . :D ;p
A : im really sorry and if what actually happen between us few days back , really gonna end our friendship , i really would let it be because if thats the way it is , we really cant change it .
im sorry , but really i didnt mean what i did because , im just doing the best for me and you . for the sake of someone else , for not having somekind of war with the someone but really , if this is the way that is stated for us , then im fine with that . im so sorry .
and i really hurt a few guys this yr , im all this for the sake of the him and me .
i really cant accept one of them when i really cant love them or i just dont love them .
i dont wanna play around with anyones' heart . what goes around , comes around .
and i dont like it . im really sorry guys . im so weak when coming to this love kind of thing .
but to K , i really dont know whats really up to us . so yeah .
till here . bye .
