Gotta get there with you .

hurted alot yeahh ?

Friday, January 30, 2009 @ 8:42 PM

hey .

what a day . classes was super boring . but NCDCC was funn !
i love the part when we did the jogging thinggy , its super tiring but fun !
we kept on shout here & there . last game was 'wecko' . haha . nice game . (:
after CCA , go to Gek Poh with Sha , Lala & Cdah . to take my picture . after that we went our own way & went home . Reached home , do my works whats suppose to do , bath and all and online . This few days , i kept on listening to the word BREAK UP ! & i hate it so much . they have this pain feelings right friends ? , i guess . its my turn now . i gotta be honest & it hurt me so much .
i gotta be frank than both sides get hurt & hate each other later on ? right ?
ive planned to be concentrating more on studies & yeahs . I DID IT ! (:
been quite 'hard working' this days . heh . why im tearing now . haiyah .
days have been quite bad actually . friends & love ? oh . how bad .
seriously . actually there's alot to tell , too bad , im not in the mood to share today . so yeah . most probably im gonna be keeping all what i wanna share to myself .
. Lala - whats the best for you , are always the best for us , but its better to forget him . okay girlfie . (:
kay bye & please read the note below . heh . hopefully it will actually give you abit of strengths to go on and keep on searching for your oppotunities out there, grab it & never give up . (:

a note from someone ;
" I hope we can all keep our heads up & stay positive through this difficult time.
Opportunities are all around, grabit by the horns & dont let go without a fight"

maafkanku kerna menghancuri hatimu, bukan niatku untuk menghancurinya . ini hanya takdir , jalan cinta kita . cinta yang terhalang . sesungguhnya , aku masih sayangkanmu , tak pernah terlintas difikiranku untuk mengingkirkanmu dari hidupku setelah kau memberi aku sinar harapan . aku hanya ingin berterima kasih kepadamu , kerna telah membuat hari-hariku cerah dan aku sanagat bahagia kerna aku dikurniakan untuk mengenali dirimu . betapa hatiku menghargai dirimu yang pernah menjadi cintaku . sesungguhnya , hanya hati aku yang tahu berapa besar ku menyayangimu dan tidak dapatku menerimamu , kerna sudah ada niat lain untukku dan dirimu dari tuhan . biarlah , aku meninggalkanmu , dan semoga kau bahagia dengan yang lain yang akan menghadiri dirimu itu , sayang . maafkanku dan terima kasih , impianku . (: