Gotta get there with you .

Tuesday, December 2, 2008 @ 7:40 PM

oh hey ,
i gotta be frank here . i really really know that you are trying to avoid me .
still ive got no idea whats ur problem , whats in you , and ur thinking .
why just cant you be honest , and say everything you wanna say or do ?
why must you make me wait ?
and this love thinggy totally fade away , totally gone ?
this is worse , totally worse then what i thought .
and pls , dont make it even worse , please !
im here trying to save this relationship , dher u ignore me .
oh great ? whats next ?
i know its also my fault , but still i do have a heart to give way to our relationship and save it .
guess ur not interested ?
now , here , im begging you .
tell me what do you want next ?
where is all your words , ur promises , where is it gone to ?
since she exist in ur world , u change alot , boy .
you said , you're gonna be back , ive waited and im still waiting ,
but i still didnt see a bit of it , somehow , its getting worse .
where's the real you ? the one i know , the one i admire always .
where is it gone to ?
say it boy . be honest with me , i will be fine , i wld love you to be honest with me .
i know , things change , time change , people change .
thats what sha said , thanks shafiqa , for hearing all my silent scream .
feeling abt my silent cry . thankyousomuch for understanding . (:
boy , i gotta be honest . im begging you to talk to me something , say something that you wants it to happen , although if it does hurt me .
i will be glad , coz ur honest . please , tell me something .
im still waiting , giving you some spaces , i will , i do .
the thing is that , i just need you to be honest , open your eyes and see reality .
we have no much time in this world .
somehow , we gotta go on wtva happens .
please , i just need you to say something , either to save , or to just ***** .
just be frank , i'll be glad to know , coz u being honest .
i dont understand you but please , make me understand you .
now , im just giving you some spaces .
im always there for you when you need me .
I W A L Y !